Chapter 121 Find yourself

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This is the first time I like a person of the opposite sex, like a closed valley suddenly opening up, and strong winds blowing in endlessly - A Yi's "The Widow".

Of course, Zhao Qingge was not the first person of the opposite sex that Li Peifeng liked. Even before Lao Zhao, he had experienced many people of the opposite sex who were worthy of his heart. But he never really understood the feeling described in this sentence. He just thought that the writing was beautiful and very interesting.

OK, very hazy.

But at this moment, in Zhao Qingge's office, Li Peifeng felt it.

The stronger the wind, the more my heart wanders.

Just like a trace of dust, dancing freely with the wind!

So exciting!

Li Peifeng is sure that his experience is related to the scene he is currently in.

Usually when he was in this office, he was either being trained by Zhao Qingge, assigned homework by Zhao Qingge, or chatting with Lao Zhao with the other two junior sisters... Anyway, he had never kissed Zhao Qingge.

This is worth cherishing, this is worth experiencing!

So Li Peifeng couldn't stop kissing and kissing.

He will never stop kissing until his lips are bald and until Lao Zhao takes the initiative to push him away. This opportunity is rare and cannot be missed!

"Da da da~"

Outside the door, a faint sound of footsteps came from far to near.

Li Peifeng was startled and slowed down his movements. He wanted to continue the kiss and seize this hard-won opportunity, but he was afraid that the footsteps were coming towards Zhao Qingge's office. When hesitating, Lao Zhao opened his eyes and pushed away forcefully.

He made the decision for him.

"Move the chairs, hurry up!"

Zhao Qingge could not hide his panic even though he was calm, and his lowered voice even had a hint of anger: "Open the door lock too! Hurry!"

While talking, she was still arranging her hair and top, which were not too messy.

"Uh-huh."

Although it felt that the people outside were most likely not coming to this office, in order to avoid any eventuality, Li Peifeng could only put the stool back diagonally opposite to Lao Zhao, then quickly walked to the door and unlocked it.

"..."

Zhao Qingge covered his mouth with one hand, took out a paper towel on his desk with the other hand, wiped his lips quickly, and threw it into the trash can. During this period, he looked at Li Peifeng's face and frowned.

"oh!"

Li Peifeng suddenly realized and quickly wiped his mouth with his hand to remove all the traces of lipstick on it.

Zhao Qingge's brows relaxed, he took out a book from the bookshelf next to him, and started to read it pretendingly.

"Da da da~"

However, at this time, the footsteps came from far to near. They did not stop in front of the door, then walked away from near to far again.

"Just passing by."

Li Peifeng breathed a sigh of relief and returned to the chair to sit down.

"Do you have anything else?"

Zhao Qingge was flipping through the book, obviously still a little nervous. He glanced at him twice and said impatiently: "If nothing happens, hurry up and leave."

Li Peifeng did not expose the fact that she had held the book upside down, but directly grabbed the book with his hand, straightened it, and then tried to return it to Zhao Qingge.

"Pa~"

Zhao Qingge had no expression on his face. He took the book, closed it, and slapped it on the desk with a loud sound.

"Get away!"

It's ruthless to pull out your tongue.

Li Peifeng pursed his lips and whispered: "If you have time tomorrow, come with me to go for a walk in Xiangshan Mountain. It is the time to enjoy the maple trees recently, and you will miss it in two days."

As the old saying goes, strike while the iron is hot!

The iron will get cold if you don't wait while it's hot.

Li Peifeng feels that his relationship with Lao Zhao can already do things that couples do, such as...formal dates!

The time when the two of them went shopping together before doesn't count, because he used the excuse of "I'm giving someone a gift, and you help me choose one". Now the invitation is more straightforward, and it's only between two people.

If Zhao Qingge can agree, then the private relationship will be clearer, and he can also try to do some more lewd things...

"Do not have time!"

Zhao Qingge refused decisively, with a stern expression: "What did I just say? Your focus should be on studying now! There is only one and a half years left before graduation, so don't always think about having fun!"

How could such a warm little tongue say such cold and heartless words?

"clear."

Li Peifeng sighed and understood Zhao Qingge's subtext.

That is, before he graduates, try to reduce personal contact as much as possible. Maybe he was completely frightened by the footsteps outside the door just now? Or maybe he is still frightened by the accidents that happened one after another when he went shopping last time?

It seems that the energy of fear is indeed quite strong!

But why am I not afraid?

Li Peifeng felt that even after hearing the footsteps outside the door just now, he was not very nervous and even eager to continue.

"It must be Rudou's transformation that made me bolder!"

Li Peifeng recalled the wonderful feeling just now, said goodbye to Zhao Qingge, and left the office.

"Click~"

After staring at the closed door for a while, Zhao Qingge withdrew his gaze. His originally straight back gradually curled up, his head slowly lowered, and he held his forehead with both hands.

Close your eyes and meditate.

About a minute passed. Zhao Qingge let out a long breath, sat up straight again, picked up the pen on the table, and wrote something.

"I was lost, lost in this 18-square-meter office. It was like a poisonous electric current was conducted from my lips to the tip of my tongue and then to my mind. My body kept falling and falling, feeling guilty and immoral in my heart.

The stimulation was so intense that it almost killed me, in fact I thought I was going to die, but soon a sense of extreme tranquility overcame the most frantic feelings."

"At this moment, I feel a sense of joy, one thought after another, and the memories of my life flash quickly in my mind, and it stays at the time when I first entered this office four years ago."

Zhao Qingge slowly stopped writing, with a nostalgic look in his eyes, smiled helplessly, and continued writing.

"I am high-spirited and unruly. I think I have unlimited possibilities for love and work, and I think I have a lot of time to waste."

"But what I can't believe is that I am now in my thirties. Everyone around me is moving forward, starting a business successfully, going public, getting married and having children. They waved their hands and abandoned me at the age of twenty.

During my college years, I put on a unique mask of a teacher. I was alone and no one knew my joys and sorrows. Time made me grow older, but it did not make me truly mature."

The last dot of the familiar calligraphy was scratched by Zhao Qingge. She paused her pen tip, sighed softly, and started a new line, flowing smoothly.

"I just launched a charge and found no enemies. I thought that when I was in my thirties, I would take it easy and make my own gains, and someone would accompany me to see the mountains, the sea, and the sunset together. Unexpectedly,

At this age, I am still looking for myself."

"But fortunately, there seems to be someone willing to accompany me to find myself."

Stopping writing, Zhao Qingge read in silence for a while, then added a sentence at the end.

"I want to go to hell, Paris, anywhere with him."

As soon as he finished writing, Zhao Qingge crossed out the entire sentence, stared at it for a long time, and filled in only five words.

"I want to find myself."


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