I cannot allow myself to be like Sheng Rujun or other men, who have a short-term girlfriend, then break up and find a second one.
No, I can't do it.
The reason why I can't do it is not only that I think it will hurt those women, but also myself and my own character!
I have always considered myself to be fair and aboveboard, without any harshness.
But in your case, I suddenly realized that I am also a greedy and shameless villain!"
Huo Ziming's voice became hoarse, "Actually, in the past four years, I sometimes think of you, although not much, but every time I think of you, I feel as if my whole heart has been tightened hard by a hand, touching
can not breath.
Later I thought we might never see each other again. Rumeng and I got engaged.
But when you appeared in front of me again at the banquet, I felt that my whole world had been distorted. I began to regret, why did I get engaged to her?
But soon, I condemned myself. My engagement with Rumeng was the result of my own careful consideration.
She didn't force me.
So I don't have to blame her, I have to blame myself.
And you are with Sheng Rujun again. Sheng Rujun is really sincere to you this time. Being with him might not be a bad destination.
I'm really sorry. I told you at the banquet that day not to get close to Sheng Rujun. In fact, it was entirely my jealousy. I didn't want to see you laughing next to him.
You don't know how uncomfortable I felt that day...
But that day was a good day for my parents, so I could only suppress it and keep suppressing it...
So now that I’m telling you this, you can scold me, you can hit me, because what I said is so shameless, I’m engaged, but I still like you!”
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"I won't scold you or hit you."
Jasmine said slowly, staring at Huo Ziming with clear eyes, "Because I know you have me in your heart, I am very happy...
in addition...",
Her voice was astringent, but she finally said this sentence, "I am not Sheng Rujun's girlfriend, please believe me.
Indeed, he has a good impression of me, but I only regard him as a good friend.
Because some of my thoughts are the same as yours. If it’s not the person I like, I don’t want to waste other people’s time.”
"Aren't you Sheng Rujun's girlfriend?" Huo Ziming's eyebrows furrowed thickly and he looked at Jasmine in disbelief.
"Then, that day..."
"I was also cautious that day. I felt that if I appeared alone in front of you, I would look too lonely and pitiful, as if no one in the world liked me, so I agreed to go with him.
Then something happened, all by chance.
Don't worry, Sheng Rujun is not the kind of person who imposes things on others, he understands my thoughts, and he is the one who brought me here."
"Rujun, did he bring you here?"
Jasmine nodded heavily, "Ziming, Rujun knows that there is only one person in my heart, and that's you, so he said that today is my only chance and asked me to come over and tell you what I think.
I didn't expect that I could hear your thoughts and know that you also like me...
Then today is worth it."
After a while, Huo Ziming sighed, "Rujun has such a big heart. It seems that I wrongly blamed him."
This chapter has been completed!