"It's getting late, why don't you go back first."
Chen Yalu frowned and said to Jiang Qi with a pale face. Even though her mind was not completely clear at this time, she could still vaguely remember what she had done when she was drunk.
The helplessness in her heart at this time is something that no one in the world can understand. A young teacher took the initiative to seduce his students when he was in a state of confusion, and called another person's name. It is estimated that no one can help but "
The word "slut" is associated with it.
In fact, when Teacher Xiao Chen held Jiang Qi in her arms and called out Xiao Ning's name, it was not just because she missed Xiao Ning. Her heart could not deceive herself. In fact, when she first came to Yunhai University, she saw Jiang Qi for the first time.
When she was young, she had already found a familiar shadow. But due to conservative ideas, she never dared to face her heart.
That's right, this student is very similar to the person from the past. Not only his appearance, but also his surname and way of speaking are all strikingly similar.
At first, Chen Yalu suppressed her feelings and treated him as just an ordinary student. However, until they met by chance in the supermarket, she was picked up by Jiang Qi's strong arms, and then they walked together step by step, her heart trembling for a moment.
From then on, I could no longer remain calm. At that moment, I suddenly felt that my first love was back...
She began to miss him, day and night!
In countless dreams, Jiang Qi and Xiao Ning were regarded as the same person, and they continued their unfinished love affair with him.
However, God's will plays a trick on people. Even if Xiao Ning's replacement has been in love for a long time, Chen Yalu gradually smells a hint of ambiguity.
There is an idiom called "Extreme joy brings sorrow", and this sentence is most suitable for Chen Yalu. The original purpose was just to have Wei Beibei, Chen Xiaomin, Jiang Qi and other class committee members eat together, but after drinking too much,
As soon as I chatted with these young students, my emotions suddenly got a little out of control for some reason, and I felt as if I had returned to the time when I was in school.
Especially seeing the sour and sour relationship between Jiang Qi and Wei Beibei made her feel even more complicated.
"Uh, Teacher Xiao Chen, I won't leave. You're making me too worried. I'd better stay here for a while and wait until you feel better before leaving!"
Jiang Qi straightened her shoulders, not because she wanted to take advantage of this, but because Teacher Xiao Chen's eyes were so melancholy today, which made anyone who saw her expression unbearable.
"well."
Chen Yalu sighed helplessly when she saw Jiang Qi refusing to leave, not knowing whether she should be happy or sad.
"Teacher Xiao Chen, I think you are in a bit of a bad mood today. Did you think of something when you were drinking just now?"
Jiang Qi pondered for a moment and said with a playful smile.
In fact, I could guess something without her having to answer.
"No."
Chen Yalu smiled bitterly and shook her head.
In fact, the outbreak of emotions does have something to do with the melancholy and long-term loneliness in my heart, but this is not the main thing.
"Do you miss your boyfriend?"
"A little bit."
Chen Yalu tried her best to pretend to be calm.
"Is it the one named Xiao Ning?"
"Um."
Chen Yalu nodded. She had to admit that the Jiang Qi in front of her, like Xiao Ning, could see through her heart at a glance.
"Then, where are they now?"
Jiang Qi didn't care whether it was appropriate to ask. Since the most embarrassing moment with Teacher Xiao Chen was over, she decided to ask the question.
"You really want to know?"
Chen Yalu smiled faintly.
"hey-hey."
Jiang Qi didn't have a habit of spying on other people's private parts, but he had to admit that besides Wei Beibei, Teacher Xiao Chen was already the second person he paid attention to when he entered Yunhai University. Sometimes when he was interested, he would
I really imagined marrying him as my wife one day.
"Well, that's fine. Since you really want to know, I'll tell you. Anyway, this matter is related to you."
"Is it related to me?"
Jiang Qi didn't know what Teacher Zhang meant by this sentence.
Chen Yalu smiled softly and did not explain anymore. She staggered up and sat up from the bed, turned to one side and slowly opened the drawer next to her.
Diary?
When Jiang Qi saw the large drawer full of notebooks, she was immediately shocked. She didn't expect that in this day and age, there are still people who have the habit of writing down notes in paper notebooks.
"About Xiao Ning, are you sure you really want to know?"
Wei Beibei took out a diary, and before opening it, he sighed, thought about it, and asked again.
"Um."
Jiang Qi chuckled, and there was never any need to hide what she wanted.
"Forget it...if you want to know, just pretend that I'm drunk because of my drunkenness today...But you have to promise me that after tonight, you must forget everything and pretend that nothing has ever happened.
…”
Chen Yalu turned over the pages with difficulty and slowly picked out no less than ten books.
06(upper), 06(lower), 07(upper), 07(lower), 08(upper)……(11 upper).
For these diaries of different colors and styles, Chen Yalu not only kept each volume very neatly, but also clearly marked the detailed year on the title page of each volume.
"Can I see these?"
Seeing Teacher Xiao Chen handing these diaries to her, Jiang Qi rubbed her hands shyly.
Chen Yalu nodded, but still didn't say a word.
Jiang Qi hurriedly took it, put it on the sofa next to her, and couldn't wait to open the first volume 06 (Part 1).
"September 4, 2006, Qing. It was the third day of the new semester of my sophomore year. Today was destined to be a special day, because on this day, a boy named Xiao Ning completely entered my life. I always thought that I
I never fell in love during college, but until I met him, I suddenly felt that the whole world had changed..."
"September 5, 2006, Qing. I couldn't help but secretly miss Xiao Ning again during class today. The words he confessed to me yesterday, it seems that the echoes are still echoing to this day..."
"September 6, 2006, Xiaoyu. The weather is bad today. It started to rain as soon as I got up. However, this didn't seem to affect Xiao Ning's mood at all. As soon as he got up, he made a call to the dormitory.
Here, he said that he would invite all the sisters in the dormitory to dinner, and took the opportunity to announce a good news... Huh! What good news! He clearly wanted to blackmail the emperor and persuade the princes, and make my sisters admit that he is officially dating me..."
"It was cloudy on September 7, 2006. Xiao Ning sent me a text message early in the morning to ask me to have breakfast. To be honest, having breakfast with him felt like a little bit of happiness, even in the worst school in the world.
canteen……"
Jiang Qi read ten lines at a time, automatically filling her mind with warm pictures, wishing she could read all the stories in one glance.
It can be seen that Teacher Xiao Chen's little woman's mentality is very delicate, and there is a faint feeling of a girl's first love between the lines.
"alright."
Chen Yalu saw that it was getting later and later, and she was afraid that Jiang Qi would be delayed in returning to school in a while, so she wriggled her lips and said:
"Well, I can't finish reading today anyway, so you can take these stories home and read them... I'm a little tired and want to rest..."
"oh."
Jiang Qi raised her head in disbelief and saw that Chen Yalu had given the eviction order again, so she could only stand up helplessly.
In fact, even after reading a few articles, Jiang Qi already knew almost everything about "Xiao Ning".
The name that is mentioned in every article is inevitable, and you can tell it is her first love without even thinking about it.
But, could it be that Xiao Ning's man finally abandoned Teacher Xiao Chen and fell in love with another woman, and that's why Teacher Xiao Chen is in such great trouble now?
Before seeing the final ending, Jiang Qi could only guess this way.
"Can I really take these with me?"
Jiang Qi laughed and finally confirmed it again.
After receiving Chen Yalu's affirmation, Jiang Qi shrugged and finally had to wave goodbye to Teacher Xiao Chen.
At this time, it was really getting late. Judging from the night view, it was at least after ten o'clock.
If it hadn't been for Teacher Xiao Chen's reminder, I might not have been able to get back before the dormitory was closed, and I would have had to beg the doorman again.
Walking on the cold street, without Teacher Xiao Chen's farewell words, Jiang Qi suddenly felt very lonely for some reason.
After hurriedly hailing a taxi and walking home, Jiang Qi found that all the buddies in the dormitory had fallen asleep.
Huddled in her bed, Jiang Qi didn't even bother to sleep. She picked up a pocket-sized desk lamp and quickly started reading the previous page...
"September 7, 2006, sunny. The weekend will soon come again. When get out of class was over, Xiao Ning said that he found a good park and wanted to ask me to go shopping on the weekend...
"September 8, 2006..."
"..."
"May 10, 2007, Qing. I never thought that one day, Xiao Ning would say goodbye to me in this way..."
When she read this, Jiang Qi's heart suddenly stung. She saw that the text behind was blurry. Even if she had never met Xiao Ning, she could still imagine Wei Beibei crying every word at that time.
The feeling of writing this diary in one word...
What? Xiao Ning is dead?
He left forever just like that!
Poor Teacher Chen, no wonder she felt so sad when she hugged me...
An inexplicable sadness instantly heightened Jiang Qi's entire mood.
But why does Teacher Xiao Chen say these are related to me?
Jiang Qi thought about it and couldn't figure it out. When she saw that there were a lot of words at the back, she felt anxious and turned directly to the last page of 13 (Part 1).
"October 18, 2013, Qing. There are only two short months left until the day when I will be an acting counselor. I know that after these last two months, I may never see Jiang Qi again.
Already...
Yes, I can't control my heart. I've really fallen hopelessly in love with him. I feel like I can't help but tell him I love you every minute and every second... This is not just him.
There is a shadow of Xiao Ning in him, but he is simply better than Xiao Ning... However, I also know clearly that we can never get together, except that Beibei is an insurmountable gap for me, and...
Because our identities are really sensitive, I was wondering, if one day I am no longer a counselor, will Jiang Qi and I still interact..."
"What! Teacher Xiao Chen fell in love with me!"
Suddenly seeing the last paragraph that he had written down yesterday, Jiang Qi's pupils couldn't help but dilate. Not only was there no joy in her heart, but she felt an ominous feeling. (To be continued.)
This chapter has been completed!