In the dead of night, Qin Xinru was lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.
Today during the day, she suddenly felt a sense of crisis in her heart. She thought it was because she was suspicious and neurotic, so she didn't take it to heart at first. However, when she lay on the bed at night, this sense of crisis spread rapidly and uncontrollably in her heart.
, so that it seriously disturbed her mind, making her restless and unable to sleep.
What gave her a sense of crisis was not the survival of her family, nor the happiness of her sister Qin Rulan's marriage, nor the imminent war, but her emotional crisis.
This has never happened before, because she has always been confident and proud. She is the only one in Baiyun City who is worthy of Su Mou, and no one can threaten her position in Su Mou's heart. But the appearance of Qi Yoyo made her confident and proud.
She was shaken, because after just one afternoon's conversation, she found that Qi Yoyo was so outstanding that she couldn't compare to her. No matter in terms of body, appearance, temperament, talent, ability, or cultivation, there was nothing she could compare with.
Passable.
The more she compared with Qi Yoyo, the more she felt ashamed of herself.
What made her feel a sense of crisis was that throughout the afternoon, including dinner time, Su Mou's eyes stayed on Qi Yoyo most of the time, and whenever she expressed a different point of view from Qi Yoyo, Su Mou would actually show boredom.
Even though he hid his unpleasant reactions very well, they couldn't escape her eyes.
Qin Xinru felt threatened for the first time, and it came from a woman who was so outstanding that she was unable to compete. A deep sense of panic expanded infinitely in her heart.
She huddled on the bed, panicked and helpless.
For a moment, I felt that after seeing Qi Yoyo's beauty and talent, Su Mou would dislike her and eventually abandon her.
Suddenly, she felt that her father and eldest brother were dead, the Qin family was in decline, and she was no longer a phoenix standing high in the clouds, and was no longer worthy of Su Mou.
After a while, I felt that after seeing how good Su Mou was, Qi Yoyo would definitely compete with her for a man, and she would be no match for him.
again after a while
It was midnight and she was still not sleepy at all.
When she was on the verge of despair and madness, a ridiculous idea suddenly appeared in her mind.
"No, no! How is this possible?!" As soon as the thought appeared, she shook her head violently to kill it.
But this thought was like a magic seed. After it appeared once, it took root in her heart. The more she tried to erase it from her heart, the stronger the thought grew. Eventually, she couldn't stop and her reason was dominated.
She got up, got dressed, got out of bed, walked out of the small courtyard, went to the courtyard where Qin Rulan lived, and knocked on Qin Rulan's door.
"Who is it?" As soon as the knock on the door rang, Qin Rulan's voice came from the room. It seemed that she hadn't slept yet. Come to think of it, Qin Chuo would set up a ring in front of the door tomorrow to compete for her and marry her.
marriage
How could she sleep?
"It's me, sister." Qin Xinru responded.
"Ah? Wait a minute, I'll open the door right now." Qin Rulan said in surprise.
After a while, the door opened, and the two sisters looked at each other. Neither could see any sleepiness in the other's eyes, and they immediately knew that the other had not slept either.
"Sister, I can't sleep. Can I talk to you for a chat?" Qin Xinru took Qin Rulan's hand and asked.
"Of course." Qin Rulan nodded happily. She was looking for someone to chat with and talk about her complicated thoughts.
The two closed the door, and at Qin Xinru's suggestion, they did not light the lamp, but just hugged each other and lay on the bed like they were whispering when they were children.
"Hehe, it's been a long time since my sister held me to sleep." Qin Rulan rested her head on Qin Xinru's arm, lying in her arms with her back to her. She recalled the scene of sleeping with Qin Xinru when she was a child, and couldn't help laughing happily.
"Yes, we have grown so big in the blink of an eye." Qin Xinru sighed with emotion.
"It would be nice if I never grow up. I will be full of troubles when I grow up." Qin Rulan said angrily.
"Are you thinking about the martial arts competition tomorrow, so you can't sleep?" Qin Xinru asked.
"Yeah." Qin Rulan responded.
"If you don't want to, you can refuse."
"I am willing." Qin Rulan replied, "If I can find a warrior who is willing to avenge my father, I will be willing to do it even if he is not a lover."
"You can think so, sister is very happy." Qin Xinru tightened her arms, hugged Qin Rulan into her arms, and sighed: "Don't blame the second brother entirely, he is actually not easy either."
"I don't blame the second brother, I did it voluntarily."
"The second brother has lived under the wings of his father and eldest brother since he was a child, eating, drinking, having fun, and having nothing to worry about. He thought he could live a happy life like this, but who would have thought that his father and eldest brother would disappear after they said no, and the second brother would have no shelter at all.
Not to mention the rain, the entire Qin family's burden is still on his shoulders, and it's very difficult for him."
"I see."
"He wanted to carry up the broken beam of the Qin family, but also wanted to avenge his father, but his ability was limited, so he had no choice but to make this decision. I believe that as long as the second brother is given some time to practice, one day he will be able to carry up Qin's family.
The mainstay of the family, after all, his father's blood flows in his body. As the saying goes, a tiger father has no dog sons, right?"
"I also believe in second brother."
"Ru Lan, what do you think of Brother Su?" Qin Xinru asked suddenly.
Qin Rulan was stunned for a moment, then pursed her lips and smiled, and said: "Second brother Su is outstanding in talent and appearance. He is considerate and unswervingly affectionate towards my sister. He is simply the best man in the world. After you marry into the Su family, sister,
You will live happily and contentedly."
"That" Qin Xinru shouted
She took a breath and felt a little guilty, but also felt reluctant and heartbroken, but she still whispered the crazy thoughts in her heart: "How about you also marry Brother Su?"
This was a ridiculous idea that suddenly popped up in her mind. She felt that she would never be able to compete with Qi Yoyo in her life, but if she could marry her sister to Su Mou, they would be able to join forces and be firmly tied together.
Su Mou's heart gave Qi Yoyo no chance to take advantage of him, and also gave no chance to other outstanding women who might appear in the future.
She felt guilty and guilty because this was entirely her selfish intention and she felt sorry for her sister. At the same time, she was reluctant and heartbroken. Even though she was her biological sister, she didn't want to share Su Mou with her, but there was no other way.
"Sister, are you crazy? The second brother of the Su family is my brother-in-law. How can I marry my own brother-in-law?" Qin Rulan was startled by her sister's words and asked incomprehensibly.
"Shh, keep your voice down." Qin Xinru hurriedly stretched out her hand to cover Qin Rulan's mouth, and said shamelessly: "What's the fuss? Isn't it normal for sisters to serve the same husband?"
"Coco" Qin Rulan was a little confused. This was something she had never thought about, and it felt extremely ridiculous for a moment.
"Then tell me, do you want to marry a man with a crooked nose and slanted eyes, or a man like your second brother Su?" Having said this, Qin Xinru had nothing to worry about anymore.
"Of course I want to marry a man like Brother Su Su, but no, I can't accept it." Qin Rulan shook her head and said that she had already positioned Su Mou as her brother-in-law in her heart.
Qin Xinru patted Qin Rulan's arm and said: "What I mean is that if the final winner in the martial arts competition is a guy with a bad appearance, a crooked melon and a cracked date, or a guy with a bad reputation, a guy who is far from worthy of you, I will let Su
The second brother took action and knocked him off the ring. I can't just watch you walk into the pit of fire, right? Mother only knows how to love the second brother, and the second brother only wants to regain his family name and take revenge. If I, the eldest sister, don't feel sorry for you, who else will?
you?"
"Sister" Qin Rulan finally understood Qin Xinru's good intentions, and her nose suddenly became sore and she choked with sobs.
Qin Xinru's eyes were also red, and she was so moved by what she said that she had selectively forgotten her guilty conscience and guilt, and felt that she was really doing this for Qin Rulan's sake.
"Then it's settled?" Qin Xinru asked softly.
"Yeah." Qin Rulan hummed like a mosquito. Firstly, she didn't want to appease Qin Xinru's good intentions, and secondly, she felt that the winner might not be a good man, so she agreed to Qin Xinru first and waited for the leader to be decided before deciding on the situation.
"Go to sleep."
"good."
Qin Xinru settled her worries and felt relaxed both physically and mentally. She closed her eyes and fell asleep soon after.
Qin Rulan couldn't calm down. (https:)
This chapter has been completed!