Ding Jilin leaned against the window sill, tears falling involuntarily. He knew this feeling. In the long sleep before rebirth, he always knew what happened. He knew the pain of losing the one he loved better than anyone else.
.
What's more, Xu Wangyou had good intentions, and everything he did was actually just to not forget her. Everyone said that memory is the source of pain, but Xu Wangyou did the opposite and made himself a prison. Only in this way can he be forever.
Remember her.
"..."
Lin Qiuye frowned. He didn't expect that Ding Jilin was also extremely sad. He was a little at a loss what to do, "Fourth, why are you..."
"It's okay, I'm okay."
Ding Jilin waved his hand, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, then walked forward, gently held Xu Wangyou's wrist, and said, "Third brother, don't be sad, get up."
Xu Wangyou burst into tears. After slowly getting up, he secretly wiped away his tears and said, "I'm fine, it doesn't matter... just sit down..."
The three of them sat down around the tea table.
Ding Jilin and Xu Wangyou's eyes were red, and there were still a few tears in their eyes. Although Lin Qiuye had long looked down on everything, but influenced by the two good brothers, his eyes were also slightly red, and he said, "Okay, a manly man."
...What can we never let go of? Everything is fine, we have to look forward..."
"Um."
Xu Wangyou nodded.
"Fourth..."
He looked at Ding Jilin, "Why don't you..."
"fine."
Ding Jilin shook his head and said, "Firstly, I remembered some particularly bad things. Secondly, when I saw my third brother wiping the dust off my sister-in-law's calligraphy and paintings, I suddenly remembered Lu You's poem about Shen Yuan, which was about my third brother."
Suddenly I felt the same sadness, so tears fell down accidentally..."
"Fourth brother..."
Xu Wangyou's eyes were red and he whispered, "You are the first person to criticize this poem in so many years."
"Okay, okay, don't talk about this anymore."
Lin Qiuye said, "It's a great gathering of brothers, but you made me cry and wipe my eyes. Fortunately, my sister-in-law and Chen Jia are not here, otherwise it would be so embarrassing."
As he said that, he looked at Xu Wangyou and said, "Old Xu, I'm not telling you to forget whatever you need to forget. Do you really want her to live in your heart for the rest of your life? Is this life really just about being alone and widowed?"
"
"Should I forget?"
Xu Wangyou looked at Ding Jilin, "Fourth, do you think I should forget?"
"I have no idea……"
Ding Jilin gritted his teeth and said, "I am a few years younger than you all, so I am not qualified to give you any advice, but... Third brother, if it were me, I would not choose to forget. She has never failed me.
She is the eternal light in my heart, and even the courage deep in my soul that supports me to go on. Why should I forget her?"
He frowned and continued, "What is the meaning of our life in this world? I think the most important thing in a person's life is to experience, to experience the joys, sorrows and joys of this world.
Joy, joy and sorrow, third brother, you are unfortunate, but also lucky. At least you have such a pure and flawless woman in your heart that you dare not forget. But many people will never meet such a person in this life. Should you forget it? No
Yeah, if one day I really forget about her, will you still be you?"
Xu Wangyou burst into tears again. He quickly took out a tissue and wiped it. He looked at Ding Jilin with red eyes and said, "Indeed, I shouldn't forget... and I can't forget..."
Ding Jilin said, "There are not so many truths to measure things in the world. Many times we have to follow our heart. Instead of forcing us to forget her, it is better to let nature take its course. Missing her is also the most beautiful part of life."
"Um!"
Xu Wangyou nodded heavily.
Lin Qiuye held her forehead and said, "Damn it, I originally wanted to free him up, but it's better for you, Fourth, to make him sink deeper and deeper. Okay, from now on, I will give up the title of 'the most affectionate person in Chengdu'"
Give it to the third child."
Ding Jilin couldn't help laughing, "Stop fucking joking..."
Xu Wangyou also smiled, "Okay, okay, instead of disappointing you all, let's talk about tea. Fourth child, what do you think of the tea I made?"
"It's okay. I don't know how to taste tea. This tea has a sweet aftertaste and tastes good."
"That's fine."
…
At this time, Lin Xixi came back with Chen Jia, put the umbrella outside the door, and said with a smile, "Third brother, the scenery here is really nice. How much did you pay for this garden?"
“I really can’t afford it if I buy it.”
Xu Wangyou smiled and said, "Even though this place is close to the suburbs, such a garden is not something that ordinary people can buy. I bought it in the name of business before and leased it for 20 years. As for buying it... I won't consider it for now. I'll wait."
Let’s talk about it in a few years when the money on hand becomes richer.”
"Xixi, sit down and drink tea."
Ding Jilin pointed to the chair beside him.
Lin Xixi walked forward with a smile, sat down, glanced at Ding Jilin, and said, "Why are your eyes so red?"
"Have it?"
Ding Jilin hurriedly covered it up, "Maybe the third brother's tea was too hot, so he burned it..."
"What about third brother?"
Lin Xixi looked at Xu Wangyou, "Why did you seem to have cried? What's wrong with you..."
"I told you everything."
Xu Wangyou said, "The tea was too hot just now..."
"Fine."
Lin Xixi didn't want to go into details. She crossed her arms and smiled and said, "What are the arrangements for tonight? We have to return to Suzhou tomorrow. We don't have time to stay for a long time. Otherwise, we really want to live in this land of abundance for a long time."
Lin Qiuye said, "In the evening, we will arrange a restaurant with local specialties for dinner. You can rest assured about the dishes. After that...Xu Laosan, do you have any arrangements?"
"
"No……"
Xu Wangyou said, "I haven't thought about it yet. If it doesn't work out, I'll take my younger siblings and Chen Xiaojia to sit in a bar together. I really can't think of any other tricks."
"OK."
Lin Qiuye said, "Then let's go to the bar and sit down together, so that my younger siblings and Chen Jia can feel how serious we played last night."
…
Night, ten o'clock.
Alphabet bar.
Ding Jilin arrived with Lin Xixi and Chen Jia, and Lin Qiuye booked a large booth.
"Ouch~~~"
A young dancer in a miniskirt walked forward, stuck her butt out and sat on Lin Qiuye's lap. She was almost lying in Lin Qiuye's arms. She smiled and said, "Mr. Lin, you were so busy last time."
Yes, tonight I will concentrate on playing with you alone. I won’t go home until I’m drunk, and I’ll play until I enjoy myself to the fullest!”
"..."
Looking at the little sister's exposed buttocks, Lin Xixi turned around and looked at Ding Jilin, "Is this what you call serious?"
"oops……"
Ding Jilin scratched his head, "That's Brother Lin. It has nothing to do with us. Brother Xu and I are both serious people."
"Is it?"
Lin Xixi was doubtful.
But at this moment, a beautiful little head suddenly appeared behind Ding Jilin. She was also a dancer. Her name was the one she saw last night. She was petite, but had long legs and a huge bust. She was a "thin branch"
She was very similar to Chen Jia. She stepped forward and kissed Ding Jilin on the cheek with a "chirp" sound. Then she ran away with a silvery smile. As she ran, she said, "Little brother, one day."
I’ll come back and drink with you~~~”
"ah?!"
Ding Jilin hurriedly wiped his cheeks.
"There's lipstick."
Lin Xixi looked calm and took out a tissue and handed it to him.
Ding Jilin hurriedly wiped her skin, almost scratching his skin, and said, "It's really not what you think. I only had a glass of wine with her yesterday. I'm so unfamiliar... I didn't know that girls in Chengdu bars are so
It’s so wild…”
"Hmph!"
Lin Xixi crossed her arms and said with a smile, "Don't hang out with Brother Lin in the future. I always feel that he is not a good person."
Ding Jilin thought deeply, "Indeed, a gentleman like me must keep a distance from Brother Lin."
"Ah, what are you talking about?"
On Lin Qiuye's side, he held the young lady in his arms, shaking the dice with one hand and holding his big white leg with the other. He could no longer be distracted.
Xu Wangyou said, "You have fun and don't worry about us!"
"okay!"
…
late at night.
A food stall on the street in Chengdu.
Ding Jilin took Lin Xixi with him,
Chen Jia had supper, Lin Qiuye, and Xu Wangyou kept company.
After eating for a while, Lin Qiuye went aside and squatted on the roadside to smoke a cigarette, as if he was deeply worried.
"Second brother."
Ding Jilin also stood up, squatted aside and said, "That young lady just now seemed to be clamoring to go home with you. Why did she refuse? It's not like you..."
"Ahem, next time, next time, you are all here this time, I have to control it."
Lin Qiuye asked, "Fourth, what do you think of me?"
"It's okay."
Ding Jilin said, "He's a nice guy, but a bit scumbag."
"Who wants to be a scumbag..."
Lin Qiuye blew out the smoke lightly and said, "Xu Laosan has a story, but I, Lin Qiuye, don't have a story? Although it is a disgusting story... do you want to listen to it?"
"listen!"
"OK."
Lin Qiuye said, "Actually, I also thought about falling in love before. I met a girl in a bar. She was very special. Anyway, I felt that she was different from other women, so I talked to her.
We got together very quickly and we have been together for more than three years. At that time, I had no money and was a poor working boy, but because of her material needs, I still gave her 20,000 to 30,000 yuan a month."
"What happened next?" Ding Jilin pinched his nose and listened.
"It was so miserable later."
Lin Qiuye smiled and said, "Suddenly one day, she sent me a message telling me that our relationship was over, and asked me to go to her place to take away all my clothes and other things, and gave me a cliff-like breakup. After that, I
You know, she hooked up with a wealthy man in a bar, and the wealthy man said he was willing to marry her and gave her a large deposit. Alas, they were seamlessly connected. It was like a nightmare at that time..."
He suddenly felt a little bitter and said, "Damn, to put it bluntly, I lie in bed every night and when I close my eyes, I see her being pinned down by a wealthy man. She is my girlfriend of more than three years.
In just a few days, I slept with someone else's man, and I probably didn't even have a free night. At that time, I was reluctant, unwilling, and angry. I couldn't explain it, but I was about to collapse."
"It's so miserable..."
Ding Jilin took out his mobile phone, opened the Internet and Yiyun, and played a song that was quite popular two years ago——
If one day I leave your life
If one day you still love me
Girl, why are you crying loudly?
I'll wait for you at the creek on the other side of the road
What secrets are you hiding in your heart?
I want to hold you tight
…
"The fourth son of a bitch!"
Lin Qiuye broke through and kicked him, "You are really good at rubbing salt into wounds!"
"Hahaha~~~"
Ding Jilin walked away quickly, laughed loudly and ridiculed unscrupulously, "You are looking for a girlfriend in the trash can, who is to blame!?"
This chapter has been completed!