Shen Tang admitted.
Ning Yan can make her feel good and curious with just a few words, and also make her realize another side of women in this world.
She is not a girl from a boudoir family who was raised in a boudoir, trapped in a world, and can only plan her future with limited knowledge and means, such as Shen Zhi; she is not an innocent and naive person who, unless unexpected changes occur, must follow the family's arrangements throughout her life. , a girl who grows up step by step, such as Lin Feng; nor is she a peasant girl who struggles hard at the bottom and exhausts most of her energy for survival, such as Bai Su; nor is she a girl who has seen all the darkness, crawls and rolls, and becomes familiar with the world too early, such as Yu purple.
Ning Yan is mature, steady, determined and confident.
The light called "ambition" flashed in his eyes.
Shen Tang never believed that "ambition" was a derogatory term.
He also vaguely guessed Ning Yan’s intentions behind her.
but--
If Ning Yan comes to seek refuge as the "Yan'an Widow", for the sake of friendship, Shen Tang is willing to give her a place to stay. If it is Ning Yan's personal identity...she has to see the value of the other party. After all, she deserves to die. Street lamp capitalists do not support idlers.
Hearing Shen Tang call her "Ms.", Ning Yan's mood was aroused, and she said firmly: "I should repay her as a national soldier."
Shen Tang was stunned, as if he didn't expect Ning Yan's frankness.
Question: "Just because I am a girl?"
Ning Yan shook her head and nodded again: "Not only because of Shen Jun's daughter, but also because of your late husband Xing Ning's recognition of you. He once said, I hate meeting you too late. On the way here, I also thought, if he could have met you earlier, Maybe it won’t be like this when you meet Mr. Shen.”
Her eyes dimmed visibly, and then she took another deep breath, revealing a gentle and firm smile: "If that is Xingning's regret...then, as I stand in front of Jun Shen at this moment, maybe it is him who is secretly there. The guide..."
If I hadn't turned around and met Xu Jie...
If Xu Quan's family letter hadn't been delivered in time...
Perhaps many, many years later, when she is gray-faced, gray-haired, old and feeble, she will realize in hindsight that such a light does indeed exist in this world! Ning Yan can feel the suffocating light just by imagining it. Pity.
"It's not too late to be thankful."
After hearing this, Shen Tang was silent for a long time.
"Yeah, it's not too late."
Ning Yan and Yan'an are similar but not similar in spirit.
Should we say it or not, these two are indeed a couple.
Jiang Sheng counted the grains and put them all into storage. When he came back, his face was full of joy. If the spring plowing could go smoothly, the pressure this year would be much less. But before he could be happy for a while, he saw his lord sitting on the roof. Hold your chin and look at the moon.
"My lord is so elegant and cheerful."
Jiang Sheng dodged and jumped to the roof.
Only a few steps away from Shen Tang did the latter react.
"You're going to board first, are you all done?"
"Everything is settled." Jiang Sheng was surprised that Shen Tang was really distracted, "There are many happy events today, why isn't my lord happy?"
Shen Tang patted the eaves beside him and motioned Jiang Sheng to sit down, and said, "It's not that I'm unhappy, it's just that there's something stuck in my heart."
Jiang Sheng was surprised when he heard this.
He has known Shen Tang for a long time.
What kind of character does the latter have? She is serious when she should be serious, but also full of innocence and innocence when she is free. She always maintains high energy, as if she doesn’t know the sorrow of the world. When is there anything she cares about and can’t figure out?
"Because of that Mrs. Banquet during the day?" Jiang Sheng only knew that Ning Yan was staying, but he didn't know that she was staying as his colleague.
Shen Tang nodded: "Yes."
Jiang Sheng asked: "Can you explain it in detail?"
Now it's time to cue Gu Chi again.
It's really troublesome if he's not here.
Shen Tang: “It’s natural and convenient.”
She talked about the conversation between Ning Yan and her during the day.
Jiang Sheng said with a smile: "Is it because of this?"
Shen Tang was a little depressed: "Isn't this the first time I've met? Although she said she was there because of Yan Xingning, it was more because of my gender. People came here for my gender, not for my other qualities. Characteristics, I have some..."
Jiang Sheng listened quietly.
Then I heard the next sentence: "...I feel a little uncomfortable. Because gender is the easiest to be replaced, and also because of her recklessness. There may be another person in this world, or several others like me... She chose rashly, and she will be able to do it in the future." Will you regret it?"
Jiang Sheng didn't know the true meaning of Shen Tang's words, so he just analyzed it based on the literal meaning: "The master must believe that he is unique. Even if this lady comes for the gender of the master, sooner or later she will be impressed by other qualities."
Shen Tang asked back: "What if it can't be done?"
Although she is confident, she is not so confident that everyone likes her. She knows best where her shortcomings are.
Jiang Sheng smiled and said: "A good bird chooses a tree to roost in."
Literary scholars actually have no moral integrity.
If this lord doesn't suit your taste, just quit.
It's not like hanging on a tree for the rest of your life.
Unexpectedly, Shen Tang sighed again.
"I'm afraid she can't choose..."
At this moment, Jiang Sheng didn't know what "can't choose" meant, nor did he know how decisive Ning Yan was when she made up her mind. The next day, he didn't see Ning Yan.
Only the young man brought by Ning Yan and her daughter were seen.
Kang Shi changed his mind, holding a spoon in his right hand and porridge in his left hand, coaxing the girl to take a few more bites with a soft voice.
That voice...
It's so sweet to hear.
"Come on, dear girl, have another bite."
"I can't eat anymore."
"How about one last bite?"
Facts have proved that Kang Shi is not trustworthy. He coaxed and deceived the girl to finish the whole bowl. At the end, he took out a handkerchief and wiped her mouth carefully. For some reason, Kang Shi seemed to like letting her drink. The girl called him "Uncle Kang".
The child called him.
The corners of his mouth can reach to the base of his ears, like teeth.
"Uncle Kang, where is Aniang?"
How did Kang Shi know?
"She must be busy. You should stay with Uncle Kang today, and he will take you to learn more..."
"Are you still looking at Piggy?"
"I won't look at the little pigs today, let's look at something else."
For example, see how he works.
This child is really well-behaved and easy to take care of. He is gentle, gentle, and cute, which makes people really like him. Every time Kang Shi sees this well-behaved child who looks a bit like a friend, it always touches some secret in his heart.
It feels better...
only--
I didn't see Ning Yan for more than ten days after that.
It's like the world has evaporated.
When I asked the lord, the lord was also very secretive and only used the excuse of "she went to do business". Kang Shi keenly noticed that something was wrong. What business could Ning Yan have to disappear for so long? The most important thing is that the little ancestor couldn't coax him anymore!
After not seeing her mother-in-law for more than ten days in a row, the girl who was already sensitive and restless finally couldn't help it and started crying secretly in the middle of the night. Kang Shi and the boy were the ones taking care of her these days. The boy was still an ordinary person, sleeping deeply, Kang Shi
But he was awakened by crying.
"What's wrong? But it's a nightmare?"
Kang Shi followed the cry and found the child in the corner outside the house.
"Aniang... wuwu, has Aniang left with daddy... Doesn't she want to have a baby anymore..." She remembered that daddy was like this, and suddenly one day he disappeared. She missed her dearly, but
Every time I mention my father, I always cry.
Although she didn't understand death, she also knew that her father would never come back. After that time, she never dared to mention her father again.
Now--
Grandma is also missing.
He was buried in Kang Shi's arms and cried sadly.
But he didn't dare to make a loud sound, he only dared to whimper muffledly.
Kang Shi said with a smile: "How could it be? Your mother-in-law is really busy with business. Uncle Kang promises that she will come back to see my daughter in a few days. If it is not accurate, Uncle Kang will..."
Before he finished speaking, a shadow fell above his head.
He is half squatting.
Seeing this, he looked up.
It is true that the person who came here is Ning Yan. I haven’t seen her for a while. She seems to be much younger, but her face is pale, even bloodless than the moon in the sky. She suddenly appears in the middle of the night, making people worry whether this is a living person or hers.
ghost.
"Ji Shou, give it to me."
Hearing the familiar voice, her daughter broke away from Kang Shi's arms and threw herself at Ning Yan. Her strength was not strong, but Ning Yan gasped in pain and her face became increasingly pale.
"But do you miss grandma?"
She held her daughter firmly.
When Kang Shi stood up, he vaguely saw something familiar on Ning Yan's waist. He also had this thing.
Wenxin, monogram.
This chapter has been completed!