Among the various reasons why she agreed to Cui Zhuo, she could have many things, but the only thing she didn't have was a way out.
Although Cui Zhuo said so, she can't do this.
She has never known her heart more clearly than these past few days. She has truly fallen for Gu Qingyan. In this life, I am afraid she will never be able to sleep with anyone else except her.
Not to mention who to marry.
In the past, when I thought I was not so affectionate, I could think of some unreasonable things. I felt that love at first sight could not be used as food. I felt that although Gu Qingyan was very good-looking, he could not be used as food. I felt that the sweetheart in my heart was still there.
Just live in your heart, there is no need to live together day and night. She can take it for granted that one day, if they break off the engagement, she can just slap her butt and turn around and marry someone else. But now, she knows clearly that it is impossible.
She cultivates a poison called Gu Qingyan, and the poison is not light.
Does this person really have no idea of his own abilities? Who is the one who fostered this problem of being so unconfident and worrying about gains and losses?
She has been eating rice and salt since she was a child. When it comes to love, he is like a flint, right?
"What do I take myself for? Why does it matter? What do you take me for?" Gu Qingyan suddenly turned around again and stared at her.
An Huajin glared at him, "You have to listen to my explanation. Don't think so quickly and want to slap me to death on the cutting board, okay?"
"Tell me." Gu Qingyan pursed her lips, "Let me see what explanation you can come up with. No matter how many explanations you give, will it be able to cover up the truth?"
An Huajin: "..."
Yes, it was precisely because she knew she couldn't that she was not so confident and felt a little hesitant and guilty. But her being irrational and confident was not the reason why he denied everything.
An Huajin took a deep breath and tried to speak concisely and directly to the point, "First, first of all, I can integrate the rules and etiquette of the Gu family when I step into your Gu family and not be underestimated. This is because I do it every year.
They all went to the Cui family, and Mrs. Cui took the trouble to teach her. She stayed there for one month every year for eight years. Therefore, this is a favor that the Nanyang Palace owes to the Cui family, and it is also a favor that I owe to the Cui family and Mrs. Cui."
"Second, when I first entered the Cui family, I was eight years old. When I got up early to practice martial arts, I told Cui Zhuo that the Nanyang army was protecting the home and country, and tens of millions of people were guarding the borders of Dachu.
Zhuo heard this and entered his heart. Perhaps at that time, today's cause and effect occurred, which made him start practicing martial arts and familiarizing himself with military books during the cold and summer. He probably also had the idea of joining the Nanyang Army."
"Three, I didn't expect Cui Zhuo to fall in love with me. I didn't know it before, and when I found out later, I didn't expect how affectionate he was. Now I know it. He has been fighting with his family for a long time, but now he finally borrowed
Taking this opportunity, he made his family agree to give up on him and break away from the family. Now he is leaving the house to stand on his own. The moment he leaves the Cui family and steps out of the house, he cuts off his own escape route."
"Fourth, to the Cui family, because of me, the Cui family abandoned the heir they had cultivated since childhood. I feel very sorry for the Cui family. If they continue to refuse to accept him, I am afraid that he will have no face to return to the Cui family. He
There is no way forward and no way back. People will say you are useless. This life may be ruined in my hands. I can't add more words to my apology. Wouldn't it make Mrs. Cui more...
Is it chilling to the bone? Mrs. Cui taught me a lesson and loves Cui Zhuo very much. Even if he leaves the Cui family, Mrs. Cui will definitely hope that he will be kind and be kind."
"Fifth, he is talented, ambitious, and capable. The Nanyang Army is eager for talents. It is a great thing for the Nanyang Army that he joins the Nanyang Army. I can't hold my heart because of my son's personal relationship or because he likes me.
He was stingy, struggled to avoid suspicion, and kept him out of the Nanyang Army."
After An Huajin spoke for a long time, he took a long breath and said softly, "Gu Qingyan, emotionally, maybe I did something wrong in this matter. I feel guilty towards you and have no confidence, but I don't
Think I did something wrong intellectually."
Emotion is emotion, reason is reason.
Gu Qingyan fell into a long silence.
An Huajin saw that he was silent and silent. He remained silent and became silent. Today, she didn't know how many times she was silent. When facing Cui Zhuo, she was silent most of the time. Now when facing Gu
During Qingyan, Gu Qingyan was silent, and she was also silent.
After a long time, Gu Qingyan laughed mockingly, "Rather than saying that I'm angry with you, it's better to say that I'm laughing at myself. I'm afraid I can't do what Cui Zhuo can do. He can abandon the heir of the Cui family for you.
But I’m afraid I can’t do it.”
An Huajin suddenly felt depressed, "I didn't let you do it."
Cui Zhuo abandoned the Cui family. Maybe the Cui family would think that he was a dead wood. If someone knew that he was neglecting the family for his personal affairs, they might be shocked, look down on him, or drown him. His courage also shocked her.
, so she struggled for a long time, but after thinking about her interactions with Cui Zhuo every year when she lived in the Cui family, he actually had signs of her neglect.
For example, eight years ago, she made some bold words, such as him learning martial arts and reading military books, such as asking her about Nanyang from time to time, discussing with each other about the art of war, and talking about his intention to join the DPRK in the future. Most of them were evasive and vague.
Avoid answering, etc.
Others can look down on him or look down on him, but she cannot. As he said, he has personal feelings and ambitions.
But Gu Qingyan is different from Cui Zhuo. His life experience over the years has been different from Cui Zhuo's. He has also grown up differently since he was a child. He has never been affected by her when getting along with her. He has never thought about giving up the heir since he was a child.
He has never thought about his position regardless of the family, not to mention that Mr. Gu has been watching him all the time, from childhood to adulthood, and he probably spent more effort than Mr. Cui watching Cui Zhuo.
After all, Gu Qingyan had an unreliable grandfather who misled Gu Qingyan since he was a child. As for Mr. Gu, his biggest fear since he was a child was that one day Gu Qingyan would give up his career and ignore the family.
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People are different and there is no comparison.
Moreover, she can't live without the Nanyang Army. She has been growing up in the military camp since she was a child. She is the same as him and has nothing to say.
"You didn't ask me to do it, but Cui Zhuo did it for you, which makes me inferior to him." Gu Qingyan seemed to be very depressed and in a very gloomy mood, "And he had only been in Beijing for a short time, and you immediately sent him to Nanyang.
You made a decision so quickly, how can you not let me think more about how much he means in your heart? You said, shouldn't I be angry?"
"Should." An Huajin was a little angry, but he immediately dissipated.
Gu Qingyan looked at her, "So, will you cancel the engagement with me for him?"
After all, Cui Zhuo is really brave. When he heard Qing Mo's report, he was shocked and heartbroken. If he hadn't heard that she had been summoned to the palace by His Majesty, he would have rushed to the An family's old house.
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He controlled his emotions and calmed down for a long time, but finally failed. After all, he couldn't help but question her.
"No."
An Huajin answered decisively.
Gu Qingyan's heart skipped a beat, "Are you serious?"
"Seriously!"
If this had happened a few months ago, she would not have dared to say this for sure, but now, she increasingly felt that Gu Qingyan was good to her once in a lifetime, and he could win her heart in every way, even if he even got angry and made trouble.
She can tolerate his temper, and she clearly knows that she is in trouble with him, so there is nothing to be sure about.
Gu Qingyan twitched the corner of her mouth and smiled, "What about the future? Will you cancel the engagement with me?"
"No way!"
"What do you mean you can't do it? What are you unsure about?" Gu Qingyan's smile stopped.
An Huajin was also in the mood to joke, looked at him and said, "What if you want to cancel the engagement? I won't agree to it, is that okay?"
"I won't."
Anhua Jin smiled, "That's okay, as long as you don't know how, I can't either."
When she found out about the engagement, she wanted to break it immediately, but now she maintains it at all times. No matter how difficult it is, she has no choice but to cancel it. Although she can't get into that step of getting married, maybe one day, there will be a way.
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At least, I’m not working alone.
Gu Qingyan reached out and pulled An Huajin into his arms and hugged her, resting his chin on her shoulders. This embrace was very light, much lighter and gentler than when he kissed her frantically earlier.
No matter how much, I apologized belatedly, "I'm sorry just now, it was my fault, I shouldn't have done that to you."
In front of her, he loses all reason, goes crazy, and doesn't recognize himself anymore.
An Huajin bit the corner of his mouth, made a hissing sound, and complained softly, "You bit me all over, it hurts."
Gu Qingyan was silent for a while, feeling a little guilty, and whispered, "Shall I give you medicine?"
"Yes." An Huajin nodded, "Eat first, and then give me the medicine after you finish the meal."
Naturally, he must be held responsible for the good things he did.
Gu Qingyan nodded, "Okay."
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