Her emotions are being suppressed intentionally. She doesn’t know what is suppressing it, and Bibi Dong can’t find a way to solve the suppression.
Excessive emotional fluctuations will be immediately cooled down to a point where people feel very sober.
Just like a bystander, you know exactly what emotions you should have, and you can guess how you will express them.
But you can't do anything, it's like it has nothing to do with you, you can't experience it.
When she realized that she might have a problem, Bibi Dong immediately conducted a detailed examination of herself.
Bibi Dong needs to understand her body and the reasons for her abnormalities.
The calmness lasted for a long time. Out of worry, Bibi Dong never set foot in the secret realm of Rakshasa during this period.
This abnormality can help you control those evil thoughts. This is an accidental discovery.
After being warned, Bibi Dong calmly continued to accept the evil thoughts and malice gathered in the secret realm of Rakshasa.
Anyway, she doesn't know anything about the new "fancy", so there is no problem in continuing on the previous path.
Compared with the evil of being unable to contact God for a long time, the Rakshasa in front of you is more convincing to Bibi Dong.
Sitting cross-legged not far from the magic chain, Bibi Dong tried to communicate with the evil thoughts and malice surrounding her.
[What you need to do is control them, rather than being controlled by them and becoming a puppet.]
Because her mind was on the verge of collapse, after paying the price, Bibi Dong remembered this very clearly, and it was a sentence that she wanted to engraved in her mind.
You can't make any rash progress, so every time Bibi Dong does this, it takes a long time as a buffer.
But this time it was different. Just when Bibi Dong was prepared to be invaded by those things in her mind and fight against those things, they disappeared, along with the emotional fluctuations that should have caused her.
The bystander's perspective appears again, this time it doesn't last long.
Opening her eyes in confusion, Bibi Dong thought there was something wrong with her communication and guidance.
Try again, open her eyes again. Bibi Dong took the initiative to call Rakshasa for the first time.
This isn't right.
But Rakshasa didn't respond, and Bibi Dong couldn't recognize her current situation.
After thinking again and again, Bibi Dong did not choose to continue.
You can use this method to deal with the impact of evil thoughts and malicious intentions on yourself, control them in disguise, and ensure your own sobriety and sanity.
This was a very tempting thing, but Bibi Dong hesitated.
This is unknown. This anomaly does not completely erase these. It suppresses them and they still exist.
Is the suppression permanent?
If not, then what are the conditions for them to break through the suppression?
How much impact can the rebound they bring have?
Bibi Dong doesn't know these things, so Bibi Dong can't feel at ease.
After returning her thoughts, Bibi Dong raised her eyebrows and raised a slight smile. The same was true for herself in the mirror.
Fresh but weird.
Abnormal... Xiaoxue should have seen it.
Putting aside her laughter, Bibi Dong looked in the direction of the Elder's Hall. After she had finished talking to the great worshiper, let her know this.
Although I feel a little older in my heart, I can't leave everything to this child. What if I collapse.
After watching quietly for a while, Bibi Dong retracted her gaze, stood up and left the room. There were still a lot of things waiting for her to deal with.
"Isn't this good? At least when dealing with complicated matters, I can stay calm enough and not get angry."
......
"Grandpa, you said that if I want, you can be my listener."
Feeling that she had meditated and sorted out her chaotic thoughts, Qian Renxue talked about Qian Daoliu.
"Of course." Qian Daoliu turned around and looked at Qian Renxue with gentle eyes.
There are some things that he does not need to ask Qian Renxue personally. He can give the child enough hints and wait for the child to want to say these things voluntarily.
"Then let's find a safe place, just the two of us."
Qian Renxue glanced at Tang Chen, who was sitting cross-legged in the corner of the hall, and said in a serious tone.
She has no desire to share these things with irrelevant people.
I chose to tell Qian Daoliu just to prevent the old man from becoming an obstacle to me and to support me in some matters.
After all, this is not a good thing. If possible, Qian Renxue would rather use this opportunity of rebirth to change to a world without Tang San. To change to a world with complete harmony within the Spirit Hall, even if she can't become a god, this is all.
It doesn't matter.
Of course, this is just a thought, because there are too many assumptions, and they are just assumptions.
Following Qian Renxue's gaze, Qian Daoliu understood when his gaze touched Tang Chen.
When they arrived at the side hall, Qian Daoliu released his soul power without any need for Qian Renxue to say, completely covering the room.
"It's okay, you don't have to worry about Tang Chen hearing it."
Qian Daoliu sat on a chair, waiting quietly for Qian Renxue to say.
Perhaps this is the reason why Xiaoxue has been extremely impatient recently.
The process of telling the story was neither beautiful nor smooth.
Qian Daoliu questioned this many times. Even after Qian Renxue moved out of Qian Hanyu, Qian Daoliu's continued doubts were only dispelled, but the suspicion in his eyes was still there.
"My mother died, right in front of me. The Wuhun Empire was also destroyed. I watched with my own eyes as the remaining forces were wiped out one by one."
"After the defeat of the God War, many people gathered around me. They helped me a lot, but there was nothing I could do about their experiences."
"I'm not willing to do it, but I can't help it. Tang San and the others are becoming gods one by one. I can't and am unable to stop this."
"Grandpa, even if you don't believe it, this really happened to me and is my personal experience."
Qian Daoliu was silent. This story was unfriendly to Qian Renxue. His granddaughter was not free enough to use these things that humiliated her all the time as a pastime for his inaction.
"Tang San..."
"Xiaoxue, please let me slow down first, I can't accept it."
I rubbed my head with a headache, and complex emotions kept echoing in my heart.
It shouldn't be like this, but it can explain all Qian Renxue's abnormal behavior.
This is a good reason, but it's also a bad reason.
"Xiaoxue, how many people have you told these things?"
"You are the only one, Grandpa."
Qian Daoliu frowned, "Where's Bibi Dong?"
"Mom, you don't need to worry about her. Before you knew these things, grandpa, she had already guessed it."
"Moreover, I am not the only one who has experienced these things. She learned this from her disciples, and her mother was also threatened." Qian Renxue said calmly.
This chapter has been completed!