The Pope?
Bibi Dong's eyes turned cold. Seeing the water in Qian Renxue's eyes and the awkward smile on her face, a feeling of irritation rose in her heart.
She moved her gaze away from the face that "didn't please her" now, and looked at Qian Renxue holding her hand, with a dark light floating in her eyes.
Trying to pull away, Bibi Dong felt the man's subconscious added strength. For some reason, Bibi Dong felt that the irritability in her heart was a little lighter.
But the next moment, Bibi Dong's face turned completely cold.
The child hesitantly let go of his hand, raising his fingertips slightly, but he was not holding him.
"Why?"
She didn't understand how Qian Renxue completed the change in her feelings for her, so she suppressed the dissatisfaction in her heart and asked in a deep voice.
Love and family affection, if she had to choose between the two, she would prefer the latter.
Lovers will betray, but family love will not. Qian Renxue is her child, a piece of meat that comes out of her belly. Qian Renxue will naturally choose to rely on her emotionally.
Compared with the uncertain love, this kind of blood connection can give Bibi Dong a sense of security.
Love...
After closing her eyes, the breath around Bibi Dong became colder.
It's not reliable, isn't it? I've experienced it myself, and I've witnessed its fragility and illusion.
Love will change a person.
Looking at Qian Renxue, Bibi Dong wanted to know the reason. What could make Qian Renxue change?
In the peripheral vision, Qian Renxue's hanging fingertips seemed to be piercing a needle in her heart. It was really an eyesore.
When did Xueer take the initiative to let me go?
Just two questions made her lose her composure.
"What?"
Trying to push back the tears in her eyes, Qian Renxue remembered that Bibi Dong didn't like her crying.
【Tears are the most useless thing.】
Although deep down she didn't want to let go of Bibi Dong, she already looked very angry.
Even if there is a short-term retention, it will not change the outcome of the matter in the end, right?
So why should Bibi Dong be even more angry with herself?
"I am your mother, Qian Renxue, do you understand?"
She still had a distant tone towards her, but she felt like crying even more.
Can this child really tell the difference between these two feelings?
Dependence does not equal love, and desire for mother does not equal lust.
I still can't sort out these changing and complicated emotions. Can this child really do it?
"You're trying to persuade me to give up, right?"
He took back his hand, put it on his knees and folded his hands. The fingertips were whitened by his pinching, and there were shallow crescent marks on the sides of his fingers. The sadness in his heart became even heavier.
In fact...such an answer is also under consideration, isn't it?
If you are the one who oversteps, you should be prepared to be abandoned.
"Give up on you." Qian Renxue murmured in a low voice, and took a small breath. She felt very depressed.
Give up?!
Bibi Dong opened her mouth, she wanted to say something, but she just remained silent.
She's very paranoid, isn't she? Bibi Dong thought with a headache.
Bibi Dong didn't want to let go of the family love she had gained, but one of the parties had changed. Continuing to hold Qian Renxue forcefully would only make the child sink deeper and deeper.
That's not fair.
Bibi Dong understands the truth, but once these truths are applied to her, Bibi Dong doesn't want to obey them.
"Why me? You still have a long life, you will meet more people in the future, and you will have more choices."
"Qian Ren...Xue'er, you can't just focus on your eyes."
Bibi Dong still wants to fight for it. She can't characterize Qian Renxue's words, otherwise she will really push away her family affection with her own hands.
"What's so good about me? As a mother, I'm not even a qualified mother. What do you see in me?"
"Cowardice, avoidance, bad words...I have never been good, I am stuck in the mud..."
A look of pain appeared in her eyes, and Bibi Dong looked away from her again. Her voice was full of confusion from beginning to end.
"Why risk everything on your own? I...is not a good choice."
"Love can have many stages, but mother..." Bibi Dong couldn't say the next words.
Mother didn’t do it well herself, did she?
But this child was an accident. She was not born with her own expectations. There were sins behind her, sins that Bibi Dong could not escape or hide from.
Bibi Dong can think of the extent of those crimes as soon as she sees this child.
I was not ready to be a mother. It only took a moment to break the illusion of gentleness, but the fear and pain left behind required long-term healing.
I... am also a mother for the first time, and I am a mother under such special conditions.
Do you regret it? You once ignored that child so much?
The eyebrows twitched involuntarily, but Bibi Dong knew that she could not face Qian Renxue directly at that time, and she still did not have the courage to overcome the pain left by that time.
Her hand was firmly held again, and Bibi Dong turned her head to look at Qian Renxue.
Very good, this child has completely put back his tears.
"No, no...you're fine..."
The panic in Qian Renxue's heart suddenly appeared on her face, and she repeated "You are fine" somewhat incoherently.
I touched the scar in Bibi Dong's heart again, and it was clear that she didn't think so.
Although Qian Renxue was anxious, she just held Bibi Dong's hand.
She stumbled and spoke about Bibi Dong in her heart. She wanted to comfort Bibi Dong, but it seemed that the more she spoke, the more confused and sad Bibi Dong became.
"But I'm not good to you."
Qian Renxue choked immediately and looked at Bibi Dong angrily.
"What you're talking about are all the fantasies you have about your mother, and that's not me."
"After the special things you feel about me fade away, the real me will not be the person you like."
Smiling self-deprecatingly, Bibi Dong reached out and poked Qian Renxue's bulging cheek.
"I don't even like myself, let alone others."
Although it is painful to expose a scar, it is enough to deal with Qian Renxue.
After using the same method many times, even a slow person like Bibi Dong will be able to see the clues.
Although I don’t know if Qian Renxue’s behavior was an act, it’s like Bibi Dong said it herself.
Qian Renxue can make trouble, show off her temper, and quarrel with her here, but Bibi Dong just doesn't want to see Qian Renxue cry.
If you don’t want to laugh, don’t laugh.
She'd better be acting, and don't put too much of your feelings for me into other places besides family affection. That's not good.
"Xue'er."
Tentatively holding her in her arms, Bibi Dong hesitantly whispered in Qian Renxue's ear, "I can actually learn to be a good mother."
Her eyelids twitched, although Qian Renxue wanted to fool her, but...
"What about desire? When I face you, I can feel my body's desire."
This chapter has been completed!