Since Chen Xiangyi married into Fenghuang Village, she has been eating alone, living alone, and doing everything alone.
I was sleeping alone on a cold bed, and when I opened my eyes, there was no one around me.
When I was sleeping, there was still no one around me.
Everyone else is senior and junior, and the family is enjoying themselves happily. Although there are quarrels, there is always a lot of laughter.
But when she was sad, no one told her, and when she was sick, no one cared about her.
Before, she was alone in her husband's old house, digging a hole in the wall and opening a small shop to make ends meet.
Later, Fang Lin arranged for her to be the supervisor of herbal medicines, responsible for the cultivation of medicinal herbs on the mountain. During the day, she worked with her seven aunts and eight aunts, which was quite fulfilling and busy.
In the evening, when I was resting in the Caigang room, although I lived alone in a room, when I opened the door, I was surrounded by people. Even sleeping in the bed, I could hear the conversations of the people next door.
But now, after moving to the palace compound, once the gate was closed, she was the only one left in the several hundred square meters of yard and house.
It was quiet at night, not even a ghost.
Therefore, when she learned that Fang Lin was busy in Huilong Pagoda, she prepared a meal and felt warm even while sitting on the steps outside the Huilong Pagoda.
At least at that time, she knew that Fang Lin was right inside the door.
Fang Lin coming to her home today was something she had fantasized about countless times in the past few days.
For this reason, she prepared two packs of Chinese food early and bought a brand new ashtray.
She even prepared men's slippers for Fang Lin, but when she entered the house just now, she didn't dare to ask Fang Lin to change into slippers.
She didn't ask for much, she just hoped that Fang Lin could spend more time at her home and accompany her.
Let her cold home have a little warmth.
At this time, Fang Lin suddenly said that he wanted to leave, which made Chen Xiangyi panic. She grabbed Fang Lin's arm almost subconsciously, almost begging him to stay and spend more time with her.
Fang Lin glanced at Chen Xiangyi and felt a little unbearable. In fact, why didn't he understand Chen Xiangyi's feelings for him?
It is a kind of dependence, a kind of humble emotion.
Fang Lin touched and patted the back of Shen Xiangyi's hand, sat down again, and asked: "Sister Xiangyi, have you ever considered marrying someone else?
After all, you are still so young, you can’t live alone in the future, right?”
Chen Xiangyi shook her head and said: "I am an unlucky person, no one will want to marry me, and, I..."
She gritted her teeth, plucked up her courage, looked directly at Fang Linda and said: "Besides you, I don't want to have any contact with other men!
I, I, only you have touched my body, and only you have looked at it..."
When it came to the latter part, her voice sounded like a mosquito.
She was talking about what happened when Fang Lin first met her at the county station and returned to the village together.
Fang Lin would naturally not forget this incident, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed when he heard this.
At the same time, he also understood that Chen Xiangyi was indirectly expressing her feelings to him.
It is not easy for Shen Xiangyi to achieve this!
Fang Lin sighed: "But it is impossible for me to give you a complete marriage and family."
After he returned from the army, he had already restrained himself, but now he still owed a lot of romantic debts. Let's not talk about Ren Yufei and others. The only person he had a real relationship with was Gao Meilan, a first-line queen and a national goddess.
As for before he retired from the army, there were countless women he had sex with, including Julia from Eagle Country.
If Fang Lin is really married to someone, once those women find out the news, I'm afraid the whole world will be shaken.
That's something Chen Xiangyi can't bear.
Because many of the women who have had relationships with Fang Lin have extraordinary status. Even the national goddess like Gao Meilan and the family background of Julia are not qualified in the eyes of some women.
What troubles Fang Lin the most is that a princess from a European country should still be looking for the whereabouts of this heartless person until now.
There is also Sophia, the owner of the Sin Island, one of the seven overlords in the underground world.
When Fang Lin, as the King of Mysteries, went on a mission to the Island of Sin, he and that woman had sex for half a month. It could be said that they went from the island to the bottom of the sea.
And Sophia's energy is even more powerful and terrifying. Countless desperadoes on the entire island are proud to be able to lick her shoes!
If one day, Sophia knows that the King of Mysteries is Long Ya, Long Ya is Fang Lin, and Fang Lin is not dead.
Then Fang Lin can be sure without exaggeration that that woman will definitely send countless desperadoes continuously and try every means to bring him to the island of sin and let him stay there forever!
Chen Xiangyi is different from Gao Meilan. Gao Meilan is very strong. Even if she and Fang Lin break up one day, they can still live well.
But Chen Xiangyi can't do it. She has already experienced too much suffering and been hurt, and she cannot withstand more blows.
Since Fang Lin can't bring Chen Xiangyi a stable family and marriage, he naturally doesn't want to hurt this already pitiful woman.xdw8
Her gentleness and virtuousness deserve an ordinary but good man to pay for and wait for her.
But Chen Xiangyi didn't think so. She boldly leaned into Fang Lin's arms and said, "I never thought about letting you marry me. Even if you want to marry me, I still won't marry you.
I am an ominous person, I am still a widow who is several years older than you, and I am not worthy of you.
I just hope that when you return to the village and are alone, you can come to sit with me and eat the food I cooked, so that I can see you and talk to you.
I don’t dare to expect too much, just like this, I am satisfied!”
Chen Xiangyi's body does not have the delicate fragrance of Gao Meilan's body. It has a very simple and elegant fragrance, which is actually the smell of shampoo.
Her body was very soft. Lying in Fang Lin's arms, Fang Lin could feel her heartbeat, which was very fast.
She seemed a little nervous, but also obsessed.
This is a mature woman in her twenties.
She sticks to her principles, she is self-reliant, she hates evil as much as she hates it, and she is considerate. She is extremely poor herself, but she can give all her savings to Fang Baoguo, who can treat Wang Xiu'e.
She was born into poverty and had a bad fate. When she was most helpless, she met Fang Lin. Her life gradually became more colorful, she gained hope and expectations.
It was inevitable that she would rely on Fang Lin.
When Ren Yufei was around in the past, she felt that Ren Yufei and Fang Lin were a perfect match, so she restrained her emotions.
Now that Ren Yufei was gone, she took the courage to confide her feelings to Fang Lin. She didn't ask for much, just a little companionship.
Just like this, she also felt that she was a little bold, shameless, and shameless.
But she did it anyway.
Because if she didn't give it a try, she would feel that her life would be too boring.
This chapter has been completed!