For Jia Baoyu, this kind of transformation or even metamorphosis can be described as a feeling of cooking and suffering, completely subverting his previous outlook on life and values. However, the cruel reality and the subtle changes in attitudes of the people around him made him unable to
Do not accept this gradual baptism and stimulation.
He even thought about it, if he was like Brother Feng, and even performed better than Brother Feng in the Chinese examination, and even ranked first in the Three Tripods, went to the Hanlin Academy and became famous in Kyoto, would Sister Bao and Sister Lin be the same?
Do you want to do whatever you want when it comes to marriage? Will the elders, relatives and friends in your family look up to and respect you, just like Brother Feng's status in the house now?
He felt that it was probably like this. A person's degree of respect was closely related to his status. Just because Lian Lian San was admitted as a scholar, not only did the government immediately treat him with admiration, but he also changed the place where he originally lived in Jiangyunxuan.
I also gave him the status of second master.
As for Jia Lan, the original little transparent person, my ancestors and mother have asked me several times in the past year. You know, in the past, my ancestors and mother would only ask more questions during festivals, but now my ancestors and mother would ask more questions.
Occasionally, Jialan would be called to ask a few questions and even give him some rewards.
This sense of crisis coming from all directions forced him to learn from the experience, start to reflect, and even change himself.
Although this change is painful from the bottom of his heart, he would rather live a leisurely and pampered life than the current life where he has to consider everything and work hard for everything. But he
But I know that I seem to have no choice.
Even so, in the face of the increasingly close relationship between Brother Feng and the house, the pressure is getting bigger and bigger, and it even makes him feel suffocated. The shadow of Brother Feng is everywhere, and even penetrates deeply into the family.
Everywhere.
He knew very well that he and Brother Feng were incomparable. Just studying alone made him feel incompetent. Failure in the imperial examination made him lose such a ladder, and he even had to rely on Brother Feng and the others to help him.
And the same goes for Rongguo Mansion.
Therefore, his feelings towards Feng Ziying are complicated. He knows that Feng Ziying is the noble person who will help him to rise in the future, but at the same time he is full of envy and jealousy. This intertwined mentality makes him particularly tortured.
The eldest sister and the eldest sister-in-law now seem to have some kind of special and complicated relationship with Brother Feng. This makes Baoyu even more entangled. He has a stimulating mentality of spying on secrets and even taking advantage of them in the future, but he is also worried about himself now.
I feel ashamed and painful to have such a change. Maybe this is what Brother Feng said when he was drunk that day. Life is like rape. If you can't resist, you have to learn to enjoy it?
That sentence made Jia Baoyu chew on it for several days, and he still couldn't let it go, but now he found that he seemed to be slowly accepting this point of view, not only to enjoy it, but also to use it to achieve the best enjoyment.
Just when Jia Baoyu was sitting alone in the study room of Yihongyuan and comprehending life, Feng Ziying was also comprehending life.
The group walked along the path behind Nuanxiangwu and passed through Yuyintang, from the verandah outside the peony garden to the rose garden, and then from Bajiaowu to Liaoting Huaxin, and climbed over the stone cave across the Qinfang River.
Climb up the stone mountain and pass through the stone mountain to Hengwuyuan.
Feng Ziying did not follow this group of people. At this time, he was holding the trembling mandarin duck and eating rouge.
Liao Fengxuan is sheltered by the Qingshan Xianzhu, cleverly avoiding people coming and going on the road. But to enjoy the scenery of Liaofengxuan, you have to go around the Qingshan Xianzhu, a hill made of soil and planted with
Even in late autumn, the flowers, trees and vegetation are still lush and green, with lilacs, crabapples, boxwoods, and ground cypresses distributed along the hills, forming a beautiful green barrier.
Feng Ziying knew that she could only use unreasonable methods to deal with a thin-skinned but principled girl like Yuanyang, so when Yuanyang was about to leave, he held her wrist tightly, making Yuanyang's face burn with panic.
He could only let Feng Ziying hold his hand and pull him into Liao Fengxuan.
Once you enter Liao Fengxuan, you can't help but wonder.
The pain of lovesickness is not a torment for Yuanyang. Seeing that even his best friend Siqi is settled, Yuanyang doesn’t have any good vision for his future?
Yuanyang has a typical duck-oval face. A few small freckles on her fair cheeks not only do not ruin the beauty, but make her face more lively and delicate. At this time, it is as red as the sunset, and her pretty eyes are closed tightly.
Let Feng Ziying hold it up and enjoy the rouge on her lips.
The moment her lips were printed, Feng Ziying suddenly remembered that she seemed to be entering the era of the protagonist in the book "Dream of Red Mansions". Isn't eating rouge the only treatment that the protagonist can enjoy?
When Yuanyang finally broke free from Feng Ziying's clutches, straightened her clothes and glanced at Feng Ziying with an angry look as she fled Liao Fengxuan, Feng Ziying calmly tidied up and left in a swaggering manner.
For Baochai and Baoqin, this trip was undoubtedly a happy and joyful homecoming.
The mistress of Yunchuan House and the second wife of the Feng family may have only one regret that she has not yet given birth to a boy and a girl, but the days are long and Baochai and Baoqin are confident that they can give birth to an heir as soon as possible.
Of course, there are still worries. Daiyu is eyeing her, and she may even bring Miaoyu with her to marry him next year.
Miaoyu looked much healthier than Daiyu. Baochai and Baoqin had a sense of urgency, that is, they had to give birth to a male heir before Daiyu could have sex.
Although Daiyu's body looks delicate, the matter of giving birth to a son does not seem to be entirely determined by her physical constitution. Many women with strong bodies are also infertile, which is also normal.
As you approach the wall of the Hengwuyuan courtyard, you will see the ink brick wall and blue tile flower blockade. A hint of mountain protrudes diagonally from the courtyard wall, which suddenly adds a bit of vitality and agility.
Entering the courtyard gate, you are greeted by the exquisite mountain rocks covered with vines and moss.
Feng Ziying saw this rocky vine and asked Baochai if it represented Baochai's clumsy and foolish character. Although Baochai smiled and did not answer, the surprise in her eyes had already revealed her thoughts. On the wedding night
, when Baochai and Feng Ziying were in love, she whispered in Feng Ziying's ear that her husband knew me from that day on.
There are no flowers planted in the courtyard of Hengwuyuan. Instead, there are all kinds of exotic grasses, leading to vines and vines, hanging eaves and wrapping around pillars. Their fragrant fragrance lingers in the hall.
This is also Baochai's favorite. When I walked in now, I saw that everything was the same as before. It seemed that although he had moved away, the original style of Rongguo Mansion was still maintained. This made Baochai very touched. At least he was so thoughtful.
Leader, thinking of this, Baochai couldn't help but glance at Tanchun who was standing aside.
After visiting the housekeeper, I heard that she also saved a lot of money, but I didn't expect that she still remembered her thoughts, which was really rare.
Entering the inner hall from the Chaoshou veranda, there are five clear buildings connected with rolling sheds, corridors on all sides, green windows and painted walls, just like yesterday.
Seeing Baochai's eyes blurred and standing still, Daiyu covered her mouth and chuckled, "Sister Bao is still recalling everything as before. Why don't we stay here one more night, so we sisters can spend the night together?"
How about you enjoy this moon-appreciating festival?"
Daiyu's suggestion immediately attracted the support of Tanchun and Xiangyun. Xiangyun clapped her hands and said with a smile: "Sister Lin, this is a good idea. Sister Bao has not seen me for a long time and is married again. If you wait a little longer, you will have a child."
, I’m afraid it will be even harder to return to our place. It’s rare that the empress is also in the house now. Sister Bao is coming back. The ancestors also ordered to hold a moon appreciation banquet at Tubi Mountain Villa and Aojingxi Pavilion. Sister Bao
We can liven things up with Girl Qin, how about we have a night chat with classmates in the evening?"
"Yes, Sister Bao is very expensive now, and menstruation is rare. But Brother Feng often comes here, and we can still see him, so he can hear about Sister Debao and Girl Qin from Brother Feng's mouth. This is not good.
She looks like Sister Bao from before." Tan Chun also agreed.
"How can it be that exaggerated? Why am I too expensive to step on? I have only been away for a few months. When you say this, it seems like I have been away for several years." Baochai smiled gently, feeling in his heart
He couldn't help but feel proud.
In the Feng Mansion, although Shen Yixiu is also a talented woman, Baochai has no personal relationship with her. They can only maintain this indifferent state. They can't say how close they are, and Baoqin's temperament makes them even more indifferent.
It is difficult to maintain such a close and harmonious atmosphere with the long house.
So Baochai actually misses the more than a year he spent in the Grand View Garden, visiting spring, Xiangyun, Daiyu, Xiuyan, welcoming the spring and appreciating the spring every day, with Sister-in-law Zhu and
Sister-in-law Lian can always find some fun, either playing chess, playing cards or shuttlecock, walking in the garden, reciting poems and painting, pouring tea, drinking and talking, and the day passes by unconsciously.
Makes you miss it.
It's a pity that this kind of life is too short. Although marriage is happy, it cannot replace the friendship between best friends. Even if Yingchun and Daiyu get married in the future, people like Tanchun, Xiangyun, Xichun and Xiuyan still remain
They are so far apart, even in this capital city, it is not easy to meet and talk, and you may not be able to see them once a month.
"Okay, Sister Bao, why don't you stay with Girl Qin today? I'll go to Brother Feng and tell him that he can't live without you this night. Don't you still have Sister Shen over there?"
Shi Xiangyun had the most forthright temper. He clung to Baochai's arm and twisted around and begged: "Finally, we can have a happier day. The sisters can get together. If you wait another month, the second sister will also go out. In the future,
We have less and less time to be together. Sister Bao and Girl Qin, you can get along with the second sister day and night. Just leave me, Tan Yatou and Xiuyan. The fourth sister and the others are all alone here. Don't you feel pitiful?
us?"
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