Su Nanjin never thought that he would experience the same thing twice. He did not dare to think about whether he could survive without Zhiluo.
He was different from Shen Liangqiu. Shen Liangqiu had something to atone for, but without his mother, she was the only one left.
"Let's search hard. The world is so big, it's impossible to find it." Shen Liangqiu comforted him in a dry voice.
It’s just that the world is so big, it’s not that easy to find.
"Zhiluo, have you guessed it already?" After a long silence, Su Nanjin suddenly spoke up.
Shen Liangqiu raised her eyes and glanced at him. Wasn't this asking questions knowingly? Zhiluo was not a fool. She had cancer before, so how could she not guess it.
Sensing his gaze, Su Nanjin smiled to himself: "Let's find a way to find it again."
If he can find it once, he can find it a second time. It is impossible for him to give up hope of treatment.
After that, he pushed the door open and went in. Zhiluo didn't ask, just pretended that she didn't know.
On the second day of hospitalization, You Chen hurriedly came over to visit.
Seeing that there was no one in the ward, You Chen moved a chair and sat aside and asked, "How do you feel? Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
"Fortunately, don't worry, you can't force these things." Shen Zhiluo was very open-minded. No matter what she did, there would be no good results for her.
"Why are you doing these things? Your revenge is to reconcile with them and live happily?" You Chen frowned, this was very different from the previous plan.
"You Chen, you think so simple." Shen Zhiluo was amused by what he said: "I just want them to come back to me, so that they will feel more uncomfortable when I leave, right? This is the best revenge."
"Is it worth it for you to sacrifice yourself like this?" You Chen frowned, and the disapproval in his eyes covered the deep pain.
"You Chen, my life has been ruined, and I don't have time anymore. This is the most hateful revenge I can do."
Shen Zhiluo lowered his eyes and looked at his astonishingly thin hands. One could imagine how long her body could last. She had no more time to make arrangements.
You Chen wanted to refute, but he couldn't think of any better way. Obviously, what Shen Zhiluo wanted was not death, but life worse than death.
For a moment, the atmosphere in the ward suddenly became stagnant.
Little did he know that there was a person standing outside the door. Listening to the conversation inside, his breathing gradually became heavier.
It turns out that she has never forgiven them, nor has she fallen in love with herself again. This was all deliberately staged by her just to get back at them. Even her own body was used as a bargaining chip to get back at them.
He resisted the urge to rush in and question her. No matter what, there were others inside, and he couldn't let others see their jokes.
In the afternoon, Su Nanjin silently took Shen Zhiluo out of the hospital and back to the villa, helping her to lie down and sit on the bedside.
"Have you ever thought about living a good life? Have you really wanted to be with me?" Su Nanjin couldn't hide the pain in her heart and asked.
Shen Zhiluo, who thought he was going out, was stunned when he was asked, and noticed the anger that was almost bursting out of his eyes: "Did you hear that?"
"I heard it. Don't you have anything to explain?"
"There's nothing to say. I don't want to live anymore, and I never thought about being with you. Are you satisfied?" Shen Zhiluo answered coldly and cruelly without any hesitation.
Su Nanjin was furious. He really couldn't understand that Shen Zhiluo, who was desperately trying to survive, could now even plot his own life.
He hated her calculations and ruthlessness, and he also hated himself for being one of the culprits that caused her to become what she is now.
"Have you forgotten how much you cherished life? Why can't you live well, even if you don't forgive us?" Su Nanjin clenched his fists and calmed himself down forcefully.
"Su Nanjin, let me tell you, I have nothing now. I don't have any idea of living. I just want you to regret it for the rest of your life!" Shen Zhiluo glared at him fiercely: "I don't allow you to make so many mistakes. It can still be as if nothing happened!"
"Zhiluo!" Looking at her ferocious look like a wolf cub, Su Nanjin suddenly felt soft-hearted: "We have never pretended that nothing happened. We want to compensate you well. We are atoneing for your sins. Why are you unwilling to accept it? Woolen cloth?"
"Why? Why should I accept your atonement? If I accept, can my parents come back? If I can come back, let alone accept your atonement, I can do whatever you want!" Shen Zhiluo wrote red Eye sockets, teeth clenched, not letting out a trace of crying.
Su Nanjin didn't say anything. He just looked at her for a few seconds and suddenly said: "If you are not willing to accept our kindness, how can you know whether we are really repenting?"
"What I hate the most is that you even put your own life on the line and use your life to retaliate against me. Does this make sense? I have done so much to let you live. Do you feel happy to see us acting like monkeys? Already?"
"Yes! You guys tricked me around. I just tricked you once. What are you angry about? Then if I apologize to you, can you stop being angry? Can you do it?" Shen Zhiluo sarcastically said with an eyebrow. He looked at him provocatively.
"Zhiluo, don't be so unreasonable, I want you to live well!"
"I don't want to live a good life. I just want to get my revenge and then go to another world to be with my parents." Shen Zhiluo calmed down and looked like he was too lazy to argue.
"Shen Zhiluo, you disappoint me so much!" Su Nanjin dropped these words and slammed the door.
"Why are you so disappointed..." Shen Zhiluo curled up his petite body and buried his head between his legs. His messy hair covered his pale face.
Low sobs sounded, and Shen Zhiluo felt his eyes sore and uncomfortable, and tears kept falling like broken pearls.
It was obvious that she just wanted revenge, but they stopped her. In the end, it was still her fault.
Looking up at the empty room, she felt as if she had returned to the time after marriage when he was with another woman and she was alone in the empty room, and her heart suddenly tightened.
The cold air slowly entered the body. Shen Zhiluo felt a little difficult to breathe. After shaking his hand, he realized that he was covered in cold sweat and his eyebrows were painful. He reached out to grab the mobile phone on the bedside, but his hand went numb and the mobile phone fell to the ground.
Lying weakly on the bedside, everything in front of Shen Zhiluo continued to overlap and then disperse until his consciousness dissipated.
She doesn't want anything to happen at this time. She still has things to do and she hasn't made them pay the price yet.
"Zhiluo! Zhiluo..."
As he was dying of consciousness, a familiar voice seemed to ring in his ears.
This chapter has been completed!