I am Su Nanjin, an illegitimate child.
As long as I can remember, there has been only one mother who loves me in my life, and no father.
"Mom, Mom, why don't I have a father?" I looked at my busy mother and remembered what the other children had said about me, but no one bothered to ask.
My mother stopped chopping vegetables and squatted down to look at me levelly. There were emotions in her eyes that I couldn't understand. But when I saw my mother's eyes were red, I quickly apologized: "Mom, I'm sorry. I just asked you.
Do not be sad!"
"Jin'er, be good, daddy has something to do and has gone to a far away place. You will know about it when you grow up, okay?" Mom hugged me into her arms. I knew that I made my mother sad, so I would never dare to do it again in the future.
Mention this matter.
Later, when I grew up and learned many things, I guessed that my father had passed away.
Until one day when I came home from school, a car parked outside the door. I panicked and rushed in. I saw my mother had packed her things. Her face was neither sad nor happy. Only when I saw him did I have a smile:
"Jin'er, are you back?"
"Mom, where are you going?" I reached out and took her hand, looking at the man with a serious face warily.
"Jin'er, your things have been packed, let's go."
I don’t want to leave. We live well here. Why should we leave? I shook my head reluctantly. The expression on my mother’s face suddenly became serious. I was afraid that she would be angry. I could only follow my mother with my prepared luggage.
Got the car.
We were taken to a separate small villa, and that day I learned my identity, a lowly illegitimate son, and I also saw my biological father.
I don't know why, but I hate him, because he has ignored me and my mother for so many years, and because he made me an illegitimate child.
My mother also saw that I didn't like him, so she looked at him apologetically and didn't say anything to me, because I didn't like him anyway.
I know that my status is looked down upon by people, and my mother is often sad and refuses to say anything even if I ask, but I know that as long as I work hard, my mother and I will not be looked down upon.
I was already serious about studying, so I worked even harder, worked hard to get into a key university, and met the person I love most in my life.
"Su Nanjin, I like you!"
I stopped and looked at the girl with the bright smile in front of me. I knew her. She was the eldest lady of the Shen Group. She was loved by thousands of people. She was as bright as the sun.
But I'm just an illegitimate child with a low status, and I don't think a young lady would fall in love with him.
So I just nodded coldly to show that I understood, and then walked away.
Apparently she didn't give up and started to appear around me often. She didn't cling to me all the time in an annoying way, but she advanced and retreated in a controlled manner. Gradually, I fell in love with her.
Even though I still felt inferior in my heart, I couldn't help but she finally broke through my defenses and we were together.
Her name is Shen Zhiluo. She is very beautiful and elegant. She is a goddess in the eyes of many boys, but she is mine now.
No matter what they think, this person is mine. With her, I experience feelings and love that are different from family ties.
I never thought that love would make me become someone I don’t even know myself. In my perception, falling in love is just hanging out with someone and being accompanied by someone, and it won’t change much.
Later I realized how naive I was. Seeing her shy and acting coquettishly in my arms, I wished I could give her my life. I would not be embarrassed in front of her and would involuntarily prepare romantic gifts for her, hoping to see her surprise.
appearance.
Slowly, I couldn't live without her. I knew that our identities were very different. I also wanted to protect my mother who was being controlled. That man took advantage of this to marry Shen. I became Zhiluo's fiancé and we had a legitimate relationship. In relationships, I no longer worry about gains and losses.
Then Zhiluo and I got married. Seeing the woman in a holy wedding dress walking toward me, I felt extremely satisfied and felt that I was the happiest person in the world.
Although I still have to pretend to be obedient and protect my mother, being with Zhiluo is what I want. Since some people think that I am getting close to Zhiluo on purpose, let them think that it is me who benefits anyway.
In this way, Zhiluo and I lived a very happy life for several years. Because of this, my mother was not wasted by them. I thought that life like this would continue forever.
As luck would have it, Zhiluo's parents died unexpectedly. It was all over. Shen Liangqiu took over the Shen family. I looked at Zhiluo who almost collapsed, and my heart ached. I made up my mind to protect her well and prevent her from getting hurt.
But when my father saw that Zhiluo was no longer of use, he immediately asked me to divorce and get engaged to the Qu family's daughter. I refused but did not dare to show it, because no matter how I expanded my wings, my mother was always under his control.
He could only pretend to look down on Zhiluo because of Shen's downfall, and began to alienate her, confusing his father and preventing him from attacking Zhiluo.
But I didn't dare to tell Zhiluo. Since that incident, there have been eye spies everywhere. My father was afraid that I really fell in love with Zhiluo, so I could only endure everything and stay away from her.
I knew Zhiluo was in pain and sad, and I saw the disappointment in her eyes. I wanted to explain, but reality forced me to shut up.
In this way, our relationship gradually faded away. Half a year later, I received bad news again. Once in a coma, Changan told me that Zhiluo had blood cancer. If he didn't have a matching bone marrow, he would die.
My heart was cut by a knife, but I could only pretend not to care, suppressing the pain in a deserted room, and then returned to my calm demeanor after I came out.
Bone marrow was hard to find, so I could only ask Changan to secretly and carefully search for matching bone marrow. I took advantage of the opportunity to act, pretending to be bored with Zhiluo, and began to approach the women outside.
Only by hanging out with other women can I get to know more about them and find a bone marrow that may match Zhiluo. However, I hate the smell of any woman except Zhiluo, so I have never really had any close contact with them. Just acting on occasion.
This might also dispel the idea of marriage between Mr. Qu and me, but I didn’t dare to let Zhiluo know, so I always concealed the news, but I didn’t expect that a greedy woman called Zhiluo, which triggered her Suspect.
When I went back that night, I saw Zhiluo waiting for me in the living room. This was the first time since the two of us were estranged. I had a bad feeling in my heart but I didn’t dare to think about it until Zhiluo asked me first. I knew something was going to happen.
I didn't dare to tell her the truth, so I just exchanged a few words and left. After I left, I found that troublesome woman, ruined everything she cared about most, and ruined her reputation.
This is the price for trying to hurt Zhiluo!
This chapter has been completed!