Jiang Xia suddenly made an appointment with me that day, and she was testing me in her words. I was afraid that she would notice, so I warned her not to interfere in the Shen family's affairs.
But I knew that she would never give up if she had doubts, so I killed the witnesses of the car accident first.
I wanted Zhiluo to forgive me, so I gave Mrs. Shen to her, and then continued to stop Jiang Xia from finding witnesses. She questioned me, and in anger I told the truth about the accident.
She insisted on telling Zhiluo, but I couldn't stop her, so I knocked her out and took her away, imprisoning her, and used her love for me to hide it.
Zhiluo was still missing. Fortunately, I found her, but a disgusting person almost insulted her. I was so angry that I beat the person half to death and quietly took him away.
But Zhiluo, who was seriously injured, lost her memory and even had the same IQ as a child, so she asked Jiang Xia to take care of her and spread the news of Zhiluo's death.
When I returned home, I found that Zhiluo was missing. We had a big fight and tried to persuade me not to go on like this. I couldn't listen. I just wanted to go back to China to pick up Zhiluo. However, Jiang Xia had a car accident while chasing me.
I felt very guilty, so I kept guarding her.
Her car accident also gave me a chance to calm down. I felt that my feelings for Zhiluo were too paranoid, which was not a good thing. But Jiang Xia could no longer stand up, and I felt very guilty.
Just when I was about to give up under Jiang Xia's persuasion, Su Nanjin came to me and said that he would take Zhiluo into my care. I said that I would not let him see Zhiluo again, and he agreed.
Jiang Xia also confessed to me that if I agreed, she would be willing to accompany me to the end of the world. If she didn't agree, she would not cross the line again. I could see the expectation in her eyes, and I was very hesitant.
I thought about it for two days. I couldn't tell what my feelings were for Jiang Xia. I didn't know whether it was love or guilt. But I couldn't let go of Zhiluo, so I refused and she left.
But as I lived with her, I gradually let go of my obsessions and understood why there is a kind of love called letting go.
I wanted to hide everything and sell the Shen family. I kept contacting Jiang Xia and wanted her to come back. I also rejected the confession of my junior schoolmate, but she pointed out that the person I loved was not Zhiluo. I had another woman in my eyes.
Started to face up to his feelings for Jiang Xia.
Su Nanjin handed over Su and said that he would concentrate on taking care of Zhiluo from now on. I couldn't bear to part with it, but I felt more at ease with Su Nanjin, so I believed her and went to find Jiang Xia alone.
I had been looking for someone for a long time. That day I suddenly remembered what she had said, so I went to the beach where she said she wanted to go with me. I saw her, but I didn't dare to go there, so I looked at her from a place not far away.
But when I unexpectedly heard what she said, I realized that she had done all those things for me. She just asked Zhiluo to help me. I had never felt like a fool in this moment.
Most of my obsession with Zhiluo was due to the gift I received when I was a child. I was touched and felt stupid, so I confessed my love to her directly. We became real boyfriend and girlfriend and accompanied her during the operation.
But I unexpectedly bumped into Zhiluo and his two friends who were out playing. That night, Su Nanjin asked me if I had killed Zhiluo's parents. I admitted it. He punched me, but I didn't fight back. In fact, I had long regretted it.
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We went out for a drink, but when we came back we saw Zhiluo lying in a pool of blood. We were so frightened and furious that we kicked him down and asked the doctor to save him.
After the operation, Telluo was in coma. Suddenly one day she disappeared. Su Nanjin and I hurriedly looked for her, but received the news that Xia Xia was seriously ill. We had to go back to stay with Xia Xia first.
When Zhiluo came to see Xia Xia, I sincerely apologized to her and explained the reason why I did what I did before. I didn't ask for forgiveness, I just wanted her to know.
After a while, Xia Xia suddenly fainted while talking to me. Unexpectedly, she was diagnosed with bone cancer. I was heartbroken and didn't understand why these illnesses would happen to people around me.
What makes me even more angry is that Xia Xia felt that she didn't have much time, so she wanted to introduce a new girlfriend to me. Not to mention that I am not that kind of person, and I will never change if I identify with a person.
Later, I felt that Zhiluo was becoming more and more suspicious of me. At that banquet, I was even more sure that Zhiluo had already suspected me. After I arranged Xia Xia's surgery, I planned to talk to Zhiluo to make it clear.
But I didn't expect that she just went abroad.
Later, Xia Xia became seriously ill, and I was busy taking care of Xia Xia. Even when she came back, I didn't think about it.
A month later, we went for a walk and listened to Xia Xia's last words. I felt inexplicably panicked. Not long after, the person in my arms suddenly lost her breath, and my heart died with her.
After the burial, I stayed in front of Xia Xia's tombstone all day long, telling her what she had not had time to finish before her death, and how painful it was for her to live.
After that, Zhiluo continued to investigate me, and Su Nanjin asked us to discuss how to hide it. But Xia Xia was dead, and I didn't want to hide it anymore, even if I had to pay for it with my life.
But I didn't expect Zhiluo to burst in suddenly. I knew she had heard it, so when she rushed over with a knife, I didn't want to hide, but Su Nanjin stopped her.
I know what he is worried about, but in fact, even if she kills me, I will not let her go to jail. I just want to die.
Zhiluo was taken away by You Chen. I knew I was sorry for her. After a while, I made an appointment with her. After waiting for a while, I saw a car heading straight for me. At the critical moment, Su Nanjin saved me again.
Zhiluo was even more devastated.
I wanted to explain, but suddenly I didn't know how to explain. You Chen came to take her away, and then suddenly learned that she had entered a mental hospital and was willing to forgive us.
Although I couldn't believe it, I still couldn't help but go. Zhiluo seemed to really not hate us anymore and didn't have the tit-for-tat confrontation like before. I felt relieved.
But I didn't expect that when I went to ask the doctor, Zhiluo accidentally burned the relics that Xia Xia left for me. I suppressed the violence in my heart. I knew I couldn't lose my temper with Zhiluo. She also accidentally burned it, so I kept silent.
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Not long after, Chang'an brought a piece of news that subverted my knowledge. My parents were not killed by Mr. and Mrs. Shen. It was my father who died on a mission and my mother who died in love, which caused me to be stimulated and have memory confusion!
The defense line in my heart completely collapsed. I didn’t expect that the things I had insisted on for so many years were actually caused by my own memory problems, which also killed the couple who took care of me. I hated myself so much, and my desire to die became stronger and stronger.
The next day, Zhiluo asked me to meet and poured me a cup of tea. I knew there was something wrong with the tea, but I wanted to die. I wanted to go and be with Xia Xia. If Zhiluo wanted me to die, Xia Xia couldn't blame me.
Are you going to survive?
I hugged Zhiluo for the last time, endured the pain, and went to Xia Xia's tombstone to tell me the sins of my life. Maybe I killed many people, which led to the retribution that fell on Xia Xia.
Xia Xia, don't worry, I left a suicide note to prove Zhiluo's innocence. Now you have to see me, okay?
This chapter has been completed!