Chapter 196 Self-doubt and uneasiness

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Am I wrong?

Looking at the empty seats, Tian Meng looked a little confused.

I just want to live, this is a normal thing.

I want to achieve higher achievements, which is also a normal idea.

Rather than staying at the bottom of the lake and letting them absorb my energy, after ten thousand years, I want to find a host and take a fast lane, which should be no problem.

I... have no problem.

With his head drooped, Tianmeng clasped his hand.

Why is she still angry?

She doesn’t want me to follow her, she...

There is still no complete trust between us, there are still gaps between us, and there are differences in our concepts.

Maybe I'm anxious, after all, there are only ten thousand years left. I can survive until a million years on my own.

It takes a million years to become a god. I just need to find a way to survive the tribulation of becoming a god, although I have never experienced a tribulation before.

I am always asleep. What is the difference between ten thousand years and ten years? Time is just a dream to me.

What am I anxious about? This is just the length of a dream, which is easy for me to spend.

[Tianmeng, do you really know why you came to me?]

I want to live, I want to become a god. If I become a god, I will become stronger. If I become a god, I can live longer.

[If you tell too many lies, you may actually deceive yourself.]

Why do you think this is a lie?

I have always taken life very seriously. Nothing is more important than living, because only by living can I do more of what I want to do.

I am afraid of death, and I also fear death. In the face of death, no one is special. If you die, you will die.

Every day at the bottom of the lake, I could feel the loss of energy in my body. In a sense, I was feeling the loss of vitality every moment, and I was gradually approaching death.

That energy is enough for them to take turns to absorb it for a long time. If they always maintain the current absorption speed, who can guarantee that no accident will happen?

I'm not wrong.

I'm just too anxious.

The intensity of clasping the palms gradually became smaller, and Tianmeng's eyes became more determined.

There is no need to doubt yourself because of her, I am right.

But, what am I anxious about?

He closed his eyes, blocking the dark light in his golden pupils, and at the same time hiding the panic in his heart.

I should seriously think about the path that belongs to me in the future, and spend the rest of my life on a person who seems very 'irrational' now. I may really die with her one day.

Standing against the wall, Qian Renxue held a pamphlet in her hand.

The content is still the cultivation method of twin martial souls, which was sent here.

She had stopped at this page for a long time without turning. If it weren't for Qian Renxue's eyes that were still clear and focused, it would have seemed like she was deserting.

What is the content of the book I read during the divine examination?

Looking over word by word, Qian Renxue tried to recall, but except for a few scattered words, most of her mind was blank.

The handwriting in two different colors is neatly written on the paper, with specially marked places on it.

Martial spirit conflict.

If there is only a martial spirit with a frame, will it conflict with the original martial spirit?

Giving up on recalling the booklet she saw, Qian Renxue quickly browsed it, and then turned the booklet back to a certain page.

Is the soul power to be circulated according to this path?

Trying to mobilize her soul power and take a route she had never tried before, Qian Renxue quietly felt whether her body had changed.

After running for two days, Qian Renxue raised her eyebrows.

"There are still differences, at least none of the things written above happened in my body."

He took his eyes away from the booklet, closed his palms, and the booklet was closed.

Looking up, Qian Renxue's eyes fell on the door she was facing.

"How long will Grandpa and him continue to talk?"

This was a topic that was deliberately avoided from her. Qian Renxue didn't know if there was anything else that Qian Daoliu could talk to him about, whether it was with Tang Chen or the Blood-Red Nine-Headed Bat King.
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One is a clear enemy, and the other is a creature born to be on the opposite side.

Grandpa will stand firmly on my side under certain conditions. This is a divine test, but what is the reality like?

Qian Renxue stood here quietly for a while. She still saw no sign of the door being opened, and then she left.

Before dinner, Bibi Dong saw Qian Renxue coming. Bibi Dong didn't ask why Qian Renxue didn't want to go to see Hu Liena with her this morning. She also didn't ask whether Qian Renxue was at Hu Liena's grave last night.

How long have you been here?

"You stay in the Pope's Palace for dinner today, and I will take care of these things soon."

Qian Renxue's eyes brightened as she stopped taking things from the soul guide, "Okay."

It’s just a matter of having multiple sets of bowls and chopsticks, Bibi Dong thought in front of the dinner table.

Her mood improved, and Bibi Dong silently speeded up her meal, feeling the gaze coming from beside her.

She is still not used to being stared at while eating.

When her glances became more and more frequent, Bibi Dong frowned slightly, put down her chopsticks, and looked at Qian Renxue.

"Not hungry?"

Qian Renxue stiffened for a moment, then pursed her lips and nodded. Bibi Dong did not pick up the chopsticks after seeing this.

After having the dishes collected, Qian Renxue was taken back to the room by Bibi Dong.

As soon as she took her seat, Qian Renxue handed the brochure to Bibi Dong.

"This will be useful to you."

"I took the time to copy it today. Didn't my mother write a lot of notes and unresolved questions on it? I think my mother still needs to keep the original manuscript."

After hearing what Qian Renxue said and seeing the new booklet filled with Qian Renxue's handwriting, Bibi Dong reached out and took her manuscript.

There are indeed many questions in this. These were all questions she asked Tianmeng, but Tianmeng did not give a definite answer. As for some of her own related conjectures, she wrote them down in another notebook.

Because those are just conjectures and have not been confirmed.

"Have you tried what's written here?"

Qian Renxue nodded, "But I didn't feel the various reactions written above, whether it was the conflict between martial spirits or the obstruction that would occur during practice. These are none of them."

"I guessed it, this possibility also exists, because you can't really be regarded as a twin martial soul owner now, you just have one more such possibility than others."

Bibi Dong took out the notebook with her conjectures and speculations written on it, and under Qian Renxue's gaze, she wrote and drew. At the same time, she also asked Qian Renxue for her body's feedback.

"Mom, I...actually don't plan to practice the second martial spirit."


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