It would be a lie to say that Miaoyu didn't have any sense of crisis, but it would be impossible to say that Miaoyu would suddenly change his attitude because of this.
At least her self-esteem allowed Miaoyu to maintain the necessary demeanor. In the past few years, her external attitude has been that she is unwilling to marry into the Feng family, not only because of her status as a nun, but also because she pursues cultivating her mind and character by advocating Taoism, worshiping Buddhism, and cultivating herself.
She lives a leisurely life and does not want to be fettered by the mundane world. This has become the unanimous opinion of everyone inside and outside the Rongguo Mansion. Suddenly she is willing to marry as a concubine. Wouldn't her personality collapse and become invisible?
"Xiuyan, you still don't understand my temper. How can you be the kind of person who likes to deal with secular affairs?" Miaoyu's face was stern, "Aunt Duan is Aunt Duan, and I am me. How can we talk about it together?"
Xiuyan was speechless. What happened to this sister? There were some signs of movement before, but now she suddenly became tough again, and her words were no longer loose at all.
Taking a deep breath, Xiuyan slowed down her tone again: "Sister, haven't you noticed? Uncle Feng is still very concerned about you. He always asks about you, what delicious food does Miss Lin have?
Almost all the things we use are sent by the Feng family, and there is never a shortage of my sister. Moreover, my sister and Miss Lin have different preferences, but the things sent are almost the same as those of Miss Lin, such as your most precious Laojun.
Miss Lin doesn’t like eyebrows, but she loves Longjing, so the tea sent by the Feng Mansion is Miss Lin’s Longjing. Your Laojun Mei..."
This is true. Every time the Feng family sends things to Daiyu and Miaoyu, they are basically separated because their preferences are very different. For example, Daiyu likes plain and warm colors, but Miaoyu likes plain and cold colors.
Therefore, there are two pieces of cloth and satin, each of which is different. For example, in terms of food, Daiyu likes Yangzhou square cakes, small sesame cakes, chrysanthemum cakes, and red cakes, while Miaoyu likes crab shell roe and jujube paste sesame cakes.
, plum blossom cakes, etc., although the categories are similar, the tastes are different, and every time the Feng Mansion sends them in duplicate, each has its own taste.
Xiuyan and Miaoyu were closest to each other in the Grand View Garden and had a lot of interactions, so they often saw these things sent by the Feng Mansion in the Huancui Nunnery, and it was similar at the Xiaoxiang Pavilion.
In fact, it is not sent from Yangzhou or Suzhou, but is made and sold by a workshop in Beijing that is good at making Weiyang Gusu pastries. It is just expensive, but Feng Ziying also knows that Daiyu has a bad appetite, so if she has a favorite pastry, she can
From time to time I have to buy and send them over, and as for Miaoyu, that's also by the way.
How could Feng Ziying take these specific pastry styles into such detail? She just asked Jinchuan'er to handle it. But Jinchuan'er is a meticulous person and also specifically asked about the different tastes of Daiyu and Miaoyu, so she sent them over in two parts.
, this also became Feng Ziying’s contribution.
"Think about it, Uncle Feng is currently very busy with official duties and is too busy with big things. How can he get involved in ordinary things? But Miss Lin and you are the only ones who have not forgotten these preferences at all. Not only during the New Year and holidays
There is no omission, even if I send it often, Miss Lin is fine, but my sister is different from Miss Lin, and Uncle Feng can remember it so clearly, can't my sister realize the difference here? Why not?
Miss Youlin often makes a purse and embroiders a sweat towel for Uncle Feng, but you have never done so, but Uncle Feng has never been left behind. You should consider it yourself..."
Miaoyu has a rough temperament. In this regard, she is somewhat similar to the Duan family. When Xiuyan said this, she didn't expect it to be that far, but she felt that it was indeed reasonable. Feng Ziying was now the Prime Minister of Shuntian Prefecture, and she usually returned home.
, there were so many women around him, but they never neglected Daiyu or himself. To put it this way, he seemed a bit pretentious and arrogant.
There was a slight hesitation on Miaoyu's face, which was noticed by Xiuyan, so she struck while the iron was hot: "Besides, Uncle Feng is a man who values affection and righteousness. He promised Mr. Lin back then and will not regret it. Now he still buys it."
After arriving at Rongning Second Mansion, I heard that the mansion may be renovating Rongning Second Mansion, including the Grand View Garden, which will be connected with Huifang Garden and Ningxixuan on the other side of Ningguo Mansion. In this way,
The Feng family can move there, my sister is not too young now, and she and Miss Lin are sisters from the beginning. Just like Miss Bao and Miss Qin, they are in harmony and work together. How happy will it be to have a harmonious and beautiful family? "
I have to say that Xiuyan’s words are quite convincing.
Miaoyu has always been thinking about the elegant environment of the Cuicui Nunnery. The surrounding Bodhidharma Monastery and Jade Emperor Temple also have excellent scenery. In addition, the water of the Aojing Xiguan flows around, making the Cuicui Nunnery hidden in it very elegant. She
I once imagined that I could live in the Cuicui Temple for the rest of my life.
It's just that sweet dreams are always easy to awaken. Not to mention whether you can live in Grand View Garden for a lifetime, even the Jia family's deteriorating situation cannot support the expenses of Grand View Garden. Later, something happened to the Jia family, and both Rongning and Rongning mansions were raided, not to mention.
But now that the Feng family has bought the second residence of Rongning, they want to renovate the second residence of Rongning. The Grand View Garden can be preserved, and it can also be merged with Huifangyuan, Ningxixuan and Tianxiang Tower in Ningguo Mansion. That will make it even more difficult.
People yearn for it.
After being silent for a long time, Miaoyu said quietly: "What my sister said makes some sense, but I'm so confused right now, and I haven't thought about things that far away. What will happen to me in the future if I marry him as a concubine?"
In this way, I don’t even know what it will be like. If I take this step, there will be no turning back. What if..."
Feng Ziying had already walked outside the door when this happened, and happened to hear Xiuyan trying to persuade Miaoyu. Miaoyu's answer did not move him too much.
Regarding Miaoyu's attitude, although this woman is beautiful, her temper is not very good. If he hadn't agreed to Lin Ruhai early, he really wouldn't have much interest in marrying this woman. Is there a lack of women around him? Which one?
How much inferior to her?
It's just that what he heard today about Miaoyu's anti-skid made him feel interesting. It seemed like the murmurs of a person with marital phobia. It would have been common in modern society in previous lives, but in this era, it seemed a bit shocking.
Xiuyan found it funny: "What if? Sister, what do you have to worry about? Everyone has to take this step. Unless the elder sister is really determined to become a monk, then the younger sister has nothing to say, but the younger sister feels
Now my sister is actually not suitable for becoming a monk. She just needs to maintain an indifferent Buddha mind. When she enters the world, she is born into the world. If you are married, can you also experience the warmth and warmth of this world and enjoy the good times? Isn't this what my sister has always pursued and expected?
Is it?"
Xiuyan's words left Miaoyu speechless.
To be honest, she didn't know what she was worried about. Maybe it was just a subconscious desire to escape, but when she thought about Daiyu getting married, or even Xiuyan getting married in the future, what should she do? She was lonely and lonely.
She couldn't even imagine living here or finding a nunnery.
By this time, Miaoyu had realized that she could not escape from this worldly world at all. Every bit of this worldly world had penetrated into every part of her life. She even enjoyed and was fascinated by it all.
The so-called Buddhist mind and Zen need to be based on a beautiful and exquisite life in order to satisfy one's pursuit. The real life in a nunnery is probably not what one wants at all.
Seeing that Miaoyu's face was gloomy and uncertain, Xiuyan did not rush her, but just sipped the tea calmly, waiting for the other party to figure it out.
"Xiuyan, maybe what you said is right, I'm a little obsessed." After a long time, Miaoyu shook her head in confusion, "Maybe you will say that I was born in blessings and don't know the blessings, but I am really confused.
, what about you, Xiuyan?"
"Who am I?" Xiuyan didn't understand the meaning of Miaoyu's words for a while.
"I mean what will you do in the future?" Miaoyu simply said, "What if Daiyu and I marry into the Feng family? What will you do? You are not young, you are already seventeen.
You're going to be eighteen, right? It's long past time to get married and have children outside, but your family has been in trouble again and again, and now you're in jail again, what will you do in the future?"
Xiuyan looked a little gloomy and did not answer the question.
Of course she has her thoughts on it, but at this moment, it is not the time to talk about her own destiny.
Miaoyu is actually not stupid, but she didn't put more thought into this aspect before. Now that she suddenly understands her destiny, she naturally has to think about it for her best friend.
She was not willing to have everyone around her who could confide in her after marrying into the Feng Mansion. Although Daiyu and she were sisters, their relationship was far from heart-to-heart. Looking around, Xiuyan was the only one worth relying on, so of course she
I hope Xiuyan can be with her forever.
And she could vaguely feel Xiuyan's good impression of Feng Ziying. Miaoyu didn't care about this, and was even happy to see it happen. Women like Yingchun, Tanchun, and Baoqin could all have Feng Ziying's idea. Could it be that
Can't there be one more Xiuyan?
If Yingchun can be Feng Ziying’s concubine, why can’t Xiuyan do the same?
There is no Xiuyan, but there is still Tanchun, Xichun and other Jia family women who are thinking about it. In this case, why can't they take advantage of their own people?
"Xiuyan, if my guess is correct, you actually like him too, right?" Miaoyu suddenly asked.
Xiuyan was startled and was about to defend subconsciously, but was interrupted by Miaoyu: "Xiuyan, as you said, he is a hero, and it is normal for him to be favored by his daughters. On the contrary, someone like me is not.
If you are not as good as you, you don’t have to explain, and you also know my temperament. If that’s the case, why not marry into the Feng family with me, so that you and I can be together for the rest of our lives and take care of each other, how wonderful it is?”
Xiuyan's face turned crimson, and she covered her face with her sleeves, but said nothing. She knew Miaoyu's temperament, and speaking openly about such a matter meant that she had made up her mind. However, how could she accept this as a daughter's family?
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