Chapter 365: The Fall of Self-will

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Any excitement is a kind of consumption for people. When partners get along to a certain extent, when each other's feelings sublimate to a high point, when the hormones dissipate, when the passion dissipates, what is left?

Is it a mess, is it the nitpicking after boredom, is it the indifference after a dispute, or is it self-restraint and accommodating to think in other people's shoes and put yourself in others' shoes?

In the final analysis, Li Peifeng did not receive a gift on Valentine's Day, and he saw a few girls quarreling, and he was scolded as usual. His mood was not particularly high, so he chatted a lot with He Yimeng on voice calls, mainly about

Tell a series of things that happened during the day today.

Anyway, He Yimeng now knew his emotional state very well. Li Peifeng felt no burden when he told the other party about these things, and he felt relieved after he finished talking.

"You asked for it. If you feel wronged, don't take out the trash like me."

Although He Yimeng said this, after scolding him a few words, he still communicated with him seriously.

"I have said that I have always been disapproving of your behavior of riding on multiple boats. It is not only irresponsible to others, but also irresponsible to your own future life. Now just one Valentine's Day is enough to cause you trouble. What will happen in the future?

What to do? Four people, four birthdays, four parents, four shares of public food...can you hold on?"

"I can hold on."

"You can't hold it!"

"I can hold on!"

"What are you holding on to?"

"I can handle it..."

"If you can't speak, you can only argue, right? Hang up!"

Li Peifeng persuaded him to stay: "No, let's talk about ten yuan again."

He Yimeng was silent for a moment and said, "I'll teach you how to recognize yourself. Do you want to know?"

"Think, say."

"If there is something or someone that you can't put down after getting it, and you feel irritable and have more and more troubles, then it is your desire. If you still can't put it down after getting something, if you date that person

If you are still reluctant to cut off contact after a long time, then he or she is what you need."

Li Peifeng let out a breath: "You ICU me, and you yourself, do you want me to give up on them and be with you? There's no need to make it so obvious!"

"You think too much."

He Yimeng muttered: "What your instructor said actually makes sense. Let time give the answer... but she didn't implement it well. If you believe me, or you think I'm right, I'll give you a way to deal with it."

This relationship."

Li Peifeng was noncommittal: "Tell me."

"As the book "The Count of Monte Cristo" says; God gives people limited power, but gives them unlimited desires."

"People will suffer from it all their lives because they can never be satisfied, so you have to learn to make choices and learn to distinguish what you really need and what you want but are destined not to belong to you."

"If you really want something, you have to try to set her free. If she comes back to you, she belongs to you. If she doesn't come back, you never had her... Do you agree with this?

"

What did He Yimeng mean? It had the same meaning as Zhao Qingge, so Li Peifeng was told not to contact them for the time being, waiting for the four of them to take the initiative to find him.

Does it make sense? It makes sense!

This method is indeed beneficial to your emotional path in the long run.

Through a brief separation or alienation, the four headed by Zhao Qingge realized that Li Peifeng was an indispensable person in their lives. After realizing this, they would not force Li Peifeng to make a choice, but would instead

If you are more accommodating, more restrained, and more tolerant, there will be a lot less jealous fights like today.

But, what if Li Peifeng lets go and all four of them really leave?

[Okay, they’re all gone, you can bring it to me when the time comes!]

Why is Meng that little abacus Li Peifeng Yemen Qing.

How can this white hair have any bad intentions? They just want to take advantage of troubled waters.

But to say that you are taking advantage of someone's weakness has a derogatory connotation, which is not appropriate. It is completely understandable that you need to be a little cautious for the sake of love.

"I will consider what you said. Go to bed early."

"And you?"

"I keep working."

"Work on your mentor's bed?"

"Stop talking nonsense!"

It was past twelve o'clock when I hung up the phone. During this period, Zhao Qingge went back to the bedroom from the study to rest, while Li Peifeng was preparing to focus on work and stay up all night.

He subconsciously had no intention of attacking Zhao Qingge at night. Maybe He Yimeng's words were more or less taken into his mind.

But when Li Peifeng was about to work, he found that the TT software in the lower right corner of the computer kept flashing.

Yun Xinyuexing: “The trailer was shot well.”

To be honest, Li Peifeng thinks Zhao Qingge performed better, both in the video and in reality.

Because according to the current situation analysis, he felt that Old Zhao already knew that he knew that Yun Xinyue's sex was her business, but since the other party still wanted to pretend to be Hutu, there was no need for Li Peifeng to expose it.

Life is already so difficult... Lao Zhao was lying on the bed holding his cell phone and sending messages to himself. What if he exposed it and caused the other party to lose sleep?

One or two trends in the world: "Which character does my sister think is the most beautiful?"

Yun Xin Yuexing: "The one who plays Qiu Qing."

A bit narcissistic!

One or two trends in the world: "She is my mentor!"

Yun Xinyuexing: "No wonder you like her."

One or two things about the world: "Appearance is one thing, but the main reason is that she has a very gentle personality, is kind and generous, is knowledgeable and very wise!"

Yun Xinyuexing: "Is there anything else? What else do you like about her?"

Without thinking, Li Peifeng tapped the keyboard to continue praising Zhao Qingge, but before he could finish typing, the other party spoke first.

"Actually, I know why you like her."

One or two trends in the world: "You and I have never met each other, but my sister seems to understand me?"

Li Peifeng is secretly meeting someone...

Yun Xinyuexing: "Little boys generally like their elder sister, and she is your mentor. If you want to act like a baby in her arms, let the mentor comfort you with a warm smile, shield you from the wind and rain with a mature body, and use a calm voice to

The brain and magnetic voice will guide you for the rest of your life."

Yun Xin Yuexing: "In this way, you can eat delicious soft rice openly and feel at ease with less suffering of struggle. This is the reason why you like her. You are eager to grow, but you are afraid of responsibility."

Li Peifeng felt that Lao Zhao was probably in a moment of excitement and didn't even pretend to criticize himself, which was a good thing.

After thinking for a long time, Li Peifeng did not type on the keyboard, but connected to Zhao Qingge using [Heart to Heart], and conveyed his thoughts, emotions and things he wanted to express in this way. He planned to officially expose Yun Xinyue.

The true face of sex…

[Some people are born in Rome, some people have been cows and horses all their lives; some people get married and have children in their early twenties, and some people have not found themselves in their thirties and are as confused as walking in a maze.

; Some people struggle all their lives for a house and a car, while some people ride a bicycle and travel all over the world with a home.】

[Life is a long road, and life is a hurry. Everyone has their own role in this world. You can be whoever you want, as long as you don’t regret it. It doesn’t matter whether it’s a general, a thief, a philosopher, or a tramp.

They are all experiencing life in their own way of survival.】

[You don’t need to think that I am naive and confused just because I like a woman who is older than me and is my mentor; besides, you may not be more mature and firm than me. Otherwise, why can’t you walk into the room and communicate with me face to face? Always?

Is it a sign of maturity to wear a vest and mask to chat with me?】

[The so-called maturity is to achieve independent survival and have the ability to think independently and strive for oneself. I think I have them, and I have no prejudice externally, no arrogance internally, and I am brave enough in my heart.]

[This bravery is when I realize that I will lose before I have done something, but I still decide to do it, and I will do it to the end no matter what, whether it is success or failure, how many accidents and difficulties there are during the period,

No matter how much hesitation and hesitation I have, it doesn't affect my willingness to pay an infinite degree of loneliness for this and assume my due responsibilities, including taking responsibility for the people involved in this matter. I will be responsible...otherwise I won't

I would like everyone to get a red book.】

[Back to the question of why I like you, or what I like about you. I don’t know how to express it in words. I just feel uncomfortable and painful when I think of leaving you for a while. I don’t want to hug you or touch you with my body all the time.

Feeling hot, fresh, and trembling; looking at your red face, your hateful and confused eyes, your pretending to be calm and bored expression, I want to bully you... but I don’t want to bully you, there is no way.

, As long as I see you, my self-will will sink into you uncontrollably.】

[I know this is against ethics. I know what I did was wrong. No matter how I try to sophistry, I can’t cover up my selfish and shameless crimes, but I really can’t live without you...]

This long speech was a lot to say, and it was very long, but the interaction between the minds only happened in a moment. Zhao Qingge also received the strong and complex emotions, so that she didn't know how to respond, so she just passed it on.

I have the same complicated and helpless emotions, and a little bit of panic about someone discovering something embarrassing...

【Who told you to tell the truth?!】

The next moment, there was a "click" and the bedroom door opened.

Li Peifeng's figure could be seen gradually approaching in the darkness. Zhao Qingge turned off his mobile phone, put it on the bedside, and said in a calm tone: "I'm going to bed, let's go out."

"Can you sleep?"

Li Peifeng joked: "Why don't you chat with netizens? Why are you sleeping?"

As he spoke, he went straight to the big bed. Although the lights were not lit and the curtains were closed, there was almost no light in the room. But under Li Peifeng's bright eyes, the dark bedroom was as bright as day. He sat on the edge of the bed.

Finally, he reached for Lao Zhao’s mobile phone...

"Let me be healthy~"

"What do you want to do? I won't give it!"

Zhao Qingge was very alert and tried to grab it, but his movements were half a beat too slow and he couldn't grab Li Peifeng. In the end, he was still taken away.

"Give me your cell phone!

"

Zhao Duoduo was so angry that he sat up and raised his hand to attack Li Peifeng's back.

Li Peifeng suffered neither pain nor itching, but when he turned on his phone, he still had the password...

"Just lend me your fingers. Yun Xinyue will be faster. We're going to show up today. There's no point in pretending anymore!"

Li Peifeng grabbed Zhao Qingge's hand, pulled out his index finger and tried to unlock the phone, but in order not to hurt him, he didn't use too much force, and he was mumbling.

"I've asked you to pretend. I want to expose you so many times. This time you deliberately used TT to talk to me in the next door... Come on! Come on, come on!"

This gave Zhao Qingge room to fight back. Seeing that his finger was about to light up the screen, he quickly hooked his index finger and said extremely nervously: "No, don't do it now. I don't agree. Give me back the phone!"

Li Peifeng laughed: "You admitted it, right? You didn't bring it upon yourself! You are her!"

"I'm not... I'm not Yun Xin Yuexing! Let go!

"

Even though Li Peifeng revealed that he was Yun Xinyuexing, Zhao Qingge still wanted to save his last bit of dignity and refused to let him see the chat dialog box.

You know, the two of them talked about too many things online. They called it "husband and wife, it's nothing." She also posted a series of black stocking photos and the like... This was no less than a public execution!

"I won't unlock it, bring your phone, hurry up, or I'll be really angry!

"

Zhao Qingge was very determined, and Li Peifeng didn't want to use too much force and hurt the other person, so he simply let go of the phone and let the other person take it away, then turned around and looked at Lao Zhao carefully.

Looking at the mobile phone is secondary, seeing the real person in front of you is more worthy of careful appreciation and waiting for opportunities to play!

Although Zhao Qingge was lying on the bed just now and seemed to be going to sleep, she was still wearing a thin black silk pajamas. However, after the struggle and fierce body movements just now, the pajamas had fallen off her shoulders and the collar could not cover them.

The white snow on the chest is faintly declining again...

"Pa~"

The desk lamp turned on, Zhao Qingge lit it, and then she turned on the flashlight function of her mobile phone, shining it directly into Li Peifeng's eyes, as if she wanted to use the light to drive it away, but she forgot to lift up her pajamas.

"Get out, don't enter my room!"

At this moment, no matter what Lao Zhao said while maintaining his majesty and being extremely harsh, it didn't matter in Li Peifeng's eyes. He only had one target in his eyes, those two soft scratches.

What is scratching? It means that whenever you see it, you subconsciously want to reach out and scratch it!

Li Peifeng's eyes are very special now. It is a man's gaze that transcends time and space. His thinking about life and times is heavy and touching...

"you!"

When Zhao Qingge noticed the change in the villain's eyes, he finally realized that there was something wrong with his pajamas, and made a show of lifting up his clothes.

“┗|`O′|┛Ouch~ It’s too late~”

A hungry tiger pounces on food and knocks it down, and then grabs it when it falls.

"Yun Xin Yuexing, Qing Ge, Duo Duo, sister... Director, wife, which name would you like me to call you?"

"Relax, come down, don't touch me...ah~"

Zhao Qingge tried his best to resist but could not hide his panic, but under Li Peifeng's kiss, his body gradually softened.

Of course, the reason was not only because of the kiss, but also because Mr. Li had made a promise not to push the envelope too far, and also said some things from his heart that could not be broadcast.

[Don’t worry, I’m just kissing, kissing here, kissing that… Anyway, I’m going to kiss you all over my body, just struggle, the more I struggle, the more excited I am! 】

【You...you bully others!】

Zhao Qingge felt sad and angry. Although he did not resist, he pulled the quilt to cover his head, and Li Peifeng was also covered.

[This is not bullying, this is just the sinking of my own will!]

The quilt ruffled.

The light from the indoor desk lamp flickers on and off.

It makes the figure in the quilt seem to be wandering between life and death.

The earth continues to rotate and the universe continues to expand.

Human beings are anxious and anxious, but there is no need to set limits for themselves. Do what you want to do as soon as possible, and never miss out on romance.

After all, from ancient times to the present, the most indispensable thing in the long river of time is regret.

Li Peifeng also felt a little regretful. Unfortunately, there were no live ammunition.

But...it's not far away!

He looked at the human figure in the quilt and pursed his lips with a smile.

This has been the case since the beating ended. Zhao Qingge covered himself with a quilt to isolate himself from the world and refused to see anyone.

"Is there any paper? I'll wipe my mouth."

The person under the quilt said nothing, but a bright hand stretched out from inside and pointed at the bedside table.

"I saw it."

Li Peifeng wiped it with paper, clenched it into a ball in his hand, then quietly lifted up a corner of the quilt and said softly: "Zhao Duoduo, I love you."

"..."

There was only the sound of breathing, and then the person inside snatched away the corner of the quilt, and continued to cover it, leaving no gaps.

"A hug?"

"..."

Still no response, Li Peifeng leaned over and tried to put his hand into the quilt. Well, his resistance was quite serious.

You turned your back on me and disowned me. You were not the one who was trembling all over and hugging my neck just now?

"Then I'm going back to my room."

After saying this, Li Peifeng did not stand up. He still stared at the quilt. Two or three seconds passed. The corner of the quilt near him undulated slightly. He stretched out a small hand again, grabbed and touched, and touched Li Peifeng's hand. He paused.

After half a second, I chose to clench my fingers...

"Then let's give it a hug."

This time Li Peifeng got into the quilt naturally.

"Pa~"

Zhao Qingge turned around and turned off the desk lamp, wanting to face him with his back, but when Li Peifeng actually hugged him, Zhao Qingge shuddered, quickly turned around to face him, and whispered through gritted teeth: "When did you take off your pants?! Get out!"

"

It is impossible to get out, but it is also difficult to go further. Nothing is more difficult than the end of the world.

Inevitably, Li Peifeng hugged Zhao Qingge, and both of them fell asleep. In order to divert attention, the former talked about the creation of the new book and the topic, expressing his heartfelt feelings and expressing his love.

Zhao Qingge occasionally replied, and his sleepiness gradually increased. At 2:30 in the morning, he seemed to have completely fallen asleep.

Nice romance

"Good night...I love you."

Those three words were vague and quick, like babble in a dream.

Li Peifeng stared at that face for a long time and asked cautiously: "Then do you agree that I will marry them..."

"disagree."

This quick answer is very clear.

Then, before Li Peifeng could react, Zhao Qingge opened his eyes, his eyes clear and without sleepiness: "Get out!"

Li Peifeng rubbed his chin and sighed: "I have turned my back on you... I will never let you use my mouth again. Let Man Ning Huo Wenyue do this job. They both like it very much..."

"Get out of here!

"


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